i oso badly want to go to that friggen slipknot concert. its going to be their best one, and they said they'll never do it like this. tickets are sold out and the concerts TODAY. tomorow up NJ somewhere theres another but my mom is being a pain in the ass. CHRIST! i hate being fourteen and under their strict fucking rules.

another day has passed, uneventful. i've been thinking alot, about many things. the past few days, my cousin's letter, the band, jill. i've also been thinking mostly about where i'm going in life. what am i doing now that will effect me later? of coarse i take my wieght into consideration. im such a fucking lazy kid... its horrible. i think, maybe ( Read more... )

when girls say something doesnt "click" what does that mean? iono i was thinking about this for an hour before falling asleep last night.

finally feeling better. it wasnt even jill that set me off. its everyone. everyone in the goddamn world. ppl walking by "in love" it makes me sick to my stomache. and yet i wonder whiy im such a fuckin romantic. love that romance shit, tho it makes me mad and sad ( Read more... )

im fucking sick of girls taking a look at me, and not even giving a shit about WHO i am. fuck life. maybe ill have to bring death upon myself. FUCK LIFE and all girls. they dont give a fuck who you are, just if your hot or not. FUCK LIFE.

Seamless soul brought upon a shattered apocalypse ( Read more... )

Yo cuz, this is britton but I sorta go by Ken now (grew out of the childish name). Yeah I’m taking the darker route. Listening to heavy, heavy music now. I’m in a band and we’re doing pretty good, we’re playing a show April 8th. Our name’s Disaster In Memphis (though none of us have even been to Memphis ( Read more... )

Yesterday while i was on the computer i heard my parents talking amongst themselves in the other room. i had recieved a letter and they were being hesitant about giving it to me. finally my mom just said to my dad that it was my mail and to hand it to me ( Read more... )

This Black Luscious Romance ( Read more... )

Friday, Friday is the day I get to go on a date with this very sweet, wonderful girl. I mean, god man she's such a kind person, and we seem to have alot in common. Time moves too slowly. I really am dying, waiting for Friday to come ( Read more... )