Ok, I just updated, but I forgot to say something that happened last week that I was pissed off about. You remember that guy I was making out with? Yeah, he came back to Defrank, for the meeting on Wednesday. I was looking forward to making out with him so much, and you know who he brought over with him? His fucking boyfriend! I. . .WAS. . .PISSED ( Read more... )

Ok, I just updated, but I forgot to say something that happened last week that I was pissed off about. You remember that guy I was making out with? Yeah, he came back to Defrank, for the meeting on Wednesday. I was looking forward to making out with him so much, and you know who he brought over with him? His fucking boyfriend! I. . .WAS. . .PISSED ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, damn has it been a while since I updated ( Read more... )

Ok, to start things out, although I've used the fake names for my friends for like, every entry of mine, I'm getting tired as hell using the fake names, so I'll start using the real ones. Sarah-Cheyenne, Steve-Greg, I'll explain the rest later, just send me an email ( Read more... )

I'm sad right now, my best friend is sleeping with the guy I was going to break up with today. Yes, I know, why get all butt hurt over nothing. Well, I'm mad not only because my best friend since elementary school slept, and is still sleeping with my new exboyfriend, but also because of what condition he's undergoing. He should know better than to ( Read more... )

Now today, well, yesterday, because now it's 5:00am in the morning. Nothing that exciting really happened, except how I went to my grandmother's house, and came out to one of my closest cousins. She just thought I was kidding about it when I told her outside, but I was dead serious about it. Then, I asked her if she knew any gay guys that I could ( Read more... )

Finally, Saturday. The day of the homecoming dance I didn't go to, and the day I'd be able to go and see Steve again. Well, the day went pretty slow, I woke up at about 10:00am, got on to my laptop, chatted online (for hours at that), chatted with Steve for a few hours, then talked on the phone with Sarah for about a few minutes, then got back ( Read more... )

Jeez, I am such a crush king, it's like, not even funny. Ok, so here's what happened so far since my last entry: First, of all, two days ago was Friday, and there was a school spirit rally before and after school. After the rally which took like a quarter of lunch (I don't really vare though, because I never eat at school, just 'cause the school's ( Read more... )

I’m soooooooooo happy right now, Steve and I are just friends now. And I don’t know if he still likes me the way we liked each other before, but whatever, because, I love talking to him. Also, whoever read my last entry, I didn’t mean what I said about how I called John a whore, I was just really mad at him, I mean, I just feel as if John is just a ( Read more... )

Ok, well, after that incident Steve and I had together, we made up, sorta. We ended up fighting most of all of Monday night, but we both made up. And when we did, not everything was settled, I mean, he still had a few feelings for me, and I still had tons of feelings for him, and all I wanted, was for Steve to say sorry, and give me a kiss or a hug ( Read more... )