thanks to everyone who made me the way i am. the wonderful kids who call me a little fag and a dousch bag every single day at school. the ones who start fights with me only because they knew I was to big of a pussy to stand up for my self. From now on i wont take that shit anymore. Tyler Jacobs showed up at my house wanting to fight me today. What ( Read more... )

I went to the fair the other day and seen everyone that matters. It was pretty fun at start. we met up with ronnie, anna, mike, trent, and kayla. i was hoping to see kayla more than anyone because she was the only one that i thought would be there. it took us like an hour just to park and 15 minutes to walk to the front. Shawn puked twice on the ( Read more... )

Well what an incredible day. I got made fun of everyone at my school....everyone hates me and i have no freinds. i hate my face and every ugly thing about it. i cant seem to find a girl....not THE girl but A girl that likes me. In the night im gonna cut my face off run it over to bethel and switch faces with Dustin because hes hott. either this or ( Read more... )

I Love Dustin

Tommorows the Seneses Fail concert and i have nothing too do until then. Im playing this saturday with theredlightpledge in Newtonsville. that same day im playing in bethel too. My mom threw all my pants and im wearing shorts and one pair of tight pants because thats all i have. It sucks.....im not aloud to wear girl pants like theres a difference ( Read more... )

Underoath just released a new song from Smartpunk.I Have Ten Friends And a Crow Bar That Says You Aint Gonna Do Jack.

http://www.purevolume.com/underoath

check it out its sweet

someone said something to me that made me depressed not because it was true it might but because it was my best freind. My only true friend that i thought i had. when he sat in my face and told we never were friends to begin with. he also told me i try to look like everyone else and im trying to be something im not. i make that descision and i ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning and as though everyone just hates me
Will someone nswer these questions honestly for me.....
1.what do you think of me?
2.what do like about me?
3.whatchu not?
4.am i being something im not?

mark i love you dude your my best freind.
I love you Dustin

last night was really cool....i love dustin. he now completes this heart. we sat around the parking lot. yes the parking lot...never expect to have fun there but i did. Dustin did a backflip off kayla's car. he was bleeding and ii licked his blood for him and then slapped him really hard. we raced and we won. I made dustin think about things when i ( Read more... )

Man i swear to god if i dont get to a concert or something soon im going to end it all. i havent been anywhere in a long time. I hate school...i could of went with kyle and hung out with college girls...oh but wait its a school night and my parents were up. i sat around and watched my grass grow to entertain myself if that tells you how much free ( Read more... )