this totally sucks i couldnt go to warped tour....and ronnie,dustin,mike,and trent get to go free to colombus and cinci because they get to play with some of the best bands in the world...its a major buzz-kill. everyone needs to come out to the connections cafe friday if your not doin anything because marks playing there and we wanna give him some ( Read more... )

this week has been so hard. at the same time really boring. i found out my grandmother has bone cancer and shes in stage 4 (the last stage) so she not going to live much longer. i also might have diabetes because it runs in the family and my blood pressure goes insane. it was 171 yesterday and the average is about 96. top of that i work everyday ( Read more... )

"Oh, why can’t I be what you need? A new improved version of me. But I’m nothing so good, no, I’m nothing… just bones. A lonely ghost burning down songs of violence, of love, and of sorrow. I beg for just one more tomorrow. Where you’d hold me down, fold me in, deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins. I’d break in two over you. I’d break in two ( Read more... )

i had a great weekend lemme tell ya. friday i went to the carnival and won third prize at a talent show after some mentally challenged girls beat me. after i went to the pool hall and sat around a while looking for tiff and megan a ride fun fun. i paid jamie ten bucks to get her ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYONE

i had a baseball game last night....we lost. i got in a fight with a bunch of Glen Este kids which were a bunch of dousch bags. this morning i woke to my mom yelling and telling me i wasnt allowed to go anywhere. she was hitting me in the face and i would say "is that all you got?"knowing this you know i was kinda pissed. but this will all blow ( Read more... )

i sit at home for five days straight, in hope of a weekend, when will it come? come faster and i will soak in joy,come slower these habits of everyday anticipations will dwell over me. i need a breath, a time to myself, something ive wanted and its so close but so far away. i wonder if ill see her again. if i should make those last moments special ( Read more... )

The concert at the pool hall was soo good. TRLP rocked my socks off. we hung outside after wards. We sat in a big circle around the post office. Thats when I met Megan...shes so awesome. All of us afterwards went over to Kyles party and watched as he got wasted off of some yeg. He was soo freaking funny o my god. But besides that it was pointless ( Read more... )