This is the last journal entry. I am closing this and moving to kenchanghayoIt'll be public ( Read more... )

so yeah, jiujitsu update at guambjj

its a triangle from guard pass

he completes the spin by pulling me into him by my left arm and by hooking his left leg around my head

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i can't fucking sleep

i slept for two hours tonight.. from like ten to midnight. and now I can't go back to bed.. I need the rest. i need it. but i can't.... i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

"there are two people in this world: the haves and the have-nots. everyone wants to be a have. but its the have-nots who are the movers and shakers" - AC

with that, let me explain how much I hate being back. Now that I'm here, I realize what little i have. and, I'm upset. because, if I had money, i could invest in something and not be too ( Read more... )

so i left seattle this morning.. stuck in honolulu for who knows how long.. flight got delayed indefinitely ( Read more... )

i can't believe i'm hungover. i drank last night.. not a lot but i guess a lot within an hour... anyway...
i guess there was some miscommunication yesterday and i just wanted everyone to be happy including myself and i got drunk.. i didnt' mean to.. i just did.

anyway... lets see if i can be a little creative

Hungover

Though sometimes you ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in he computer lab at Seattle University. I could be working on my research prospectus but i'm not. At least I'll finish my computer labs today. Tami gets out of class in two hours and then has another one later tonight ( Read more... )

so, i have decided to extend my trip. i will return on April 3rd to guam.

Tami has made the trip very enjoyale and she insists that I dont do anything here. can't wash dishes, cant make bed, nothing. anyhow, I really am happy I'm here... I feel more comfortable here than I even do at home during a regular day. I'm not saying I want to move here ( Read more... )

i am contemplating on extending my stay in seattle for another week. it will allow me more time to train, see things that i haven't been able to see and spend time with some people i haven't seen in quite some time ( Read more... )

so i'm alive. and like i expected, the transfer flights getting me here to seattle were hell. I'm alive though and that day of hell has been well worth what i've received here, even worth just the first five minutes maybe ( Read more... )