Well it has been an exceptionally long time since my last update. I don't feel like taking a look at how long it has been. But I am much better off than that last post. I have accomplished many new things. Including not caring about previous things that I did making me a stronger person. I know some things that I did not before. But besides ( Read more... )

I fucking hate her....She never leaves me alone about anything anymore, always repeats the same shit over again....today wouldnt let me leave alone after the arguement was settled bringing up past occurences...then for the 2nd and 3rd time she hit me...she claims she loves me...i claim that bullshit after what she says to me.....

So Friday morning I came home from a quite peaceful week in Raleigh of no yelling, THREE minutes after I get home she tries to joke with me about something she was tanning my ass for before I left for Raleigh. How am I not supposed to take it seriously. Then the times i was home on and off during the weekend it was peaceful, I will go over what ( Read more... )

I can't understand what I do wrong most the time. It may just be everything in her eyes, I may delay doing the dishes for a while. I may just act like I do not care at some points, act like I dont listen. I am silent but yet she still yells and bitchs, I do nothing but yet I still get the same crap. She feeds me a bunch of bullshit that I have ( Read more... )

Worse than I had thought through the constant wear of it being messed up the back arrow was totally not working after repairing the trouble with the foil tape on the bottom of the arrow which went to a brass conductor and basically made it work...So now i have a torn apart DDR pad because they didnt want this things ever opened so..I am going to ( Read more... )

I am regretting some things that happened at animazement and about a week thereafter in my actions. For those of you who know...keep it to yourself please?....For those of you who do not know just disregard this whole thing.....I am sorry about what happened I just do not know what came over me....

This place is like well simply stated boring.....Though good company I will say..Worried.....I slept on the floor last night the bed was like four feet off the ground and a single and I kind of move around a little bit when I sleep my shoulders were nearly the whole length of the bed so I had good reason to be frightened of falling off...Though the ( Read more... )

Hmm I have had a great two weeks. I am seeing things much clearer or even not in the low mindset that I usually do. I have been working nearly everyday (too hot today 106 heat index BURNSSSS) Working outside has gotten teh Ryan very tan...Darker than Kristin ^mocks^...Anyway I have been happy lately because of Courtney ^^...Not really much else ( Read more... )

Well here it is a week after animazement...Spiffyness.....It has seemed really short for that I am not sure why but all is good at the moment I suppose...Can drive legally not like it matters too much ^^.....wasn't really in the mood for an entry but its coming anyway ( Read more... )

First problem with the pad...honestly i expected it sooner ( Read more... )