firstly allow me to appologize for not replying to anyones replys. i have been very busy with school starting back and working in the bookstore during registration. but hey i just realized that tomorrow is my favorite day of the year. aug 21. i am happy now. no writing about what i was planning on writing about. i shall leave that for another time ( Read more... )

ahhh. it feels good to finaly stretch my legs after all this time. so long i have been locked in that box that guy left me in. now i am free to roam again. haha. a new chronicle? well maybe. a continuation? perhaps. this is the new adventures of "action garrett". it feels good to be back. i miss this stuff. anyway. just thought i would appear. no ( Read more... )

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still alive

sorry i haven't posted in awhile. i haven't had the time. to much to do. i don't really know what to do. i am in a very deep hole. but i can't stop looking up at your face to think of a way out. i just want to sit here and cry. i don't know what i want anymore. and i do. i think i am finished. i think i am giving up. i think this is it. how did i ( Read more... )

its better than nothing right?

well, i have had a wonderful weekend, aside from a few instances of confussion. and i must say shock, as well as a few moments of that whole "i just peeked in a door that i really want to stay on this side of" feeling. its been kick ass. i went to an indian church yesterday. it was tight. didn't understand a word of it, but i ate some food, and i ( Read more... )

didn't drink, and i actually had more fun. i haven't drank in awhile. so i think i'll just stop for awhile and see how it goes. it really did get boring. anyway. i had a good night. and a good day. so i am going to read some now, then i am going to sleep and maybe i'll dream a good dream. ohh, i put a new cd player in my car today. got sick of the ( Read more... )

too fucked up to care anymore

party tomorrow. me? drunk? no...ok, maybe i'll drink just a bit. but not to excess. oh who am i kidding. its how i fool myself into not believing the world is real. anyway. its time to go into the void.

vampire hunter z

i'm not at all happy right now. i wanna go break stuff.