hi.

In a glimpse of your own life, a cross-sectional study of your existence, you find yourself in a hurry--the blur of shrapnel from a shotting star which, upon closer inspection, turns out to be an airplane.  You're always working--for little pay, for small gain--in preparation.....waiting....waiting....for the big even penciled in eight different ( Read more... )

Bad news....tonight the addiction has returned.  VH1.  It's so bad it's good.  They have the worst programming that you just can't stop watching!  The Fabulous Life.....did you know crazy Tom not only hurdles sofas, reprimands new mothers, and attempts to cover his homosexuality with a pregnant fiancee, he also owns the moon.  That's right, ( Read more... )

As I walk this land with broken dreams, I have visions of many things......

I think I am over-committed.  I am a full time graduate student.  I am a part time retail shop employee.  I am a part time tutor.  I am an unofficial intern with Campus Crusade for Christ at USC.  I am trying to be involved with my local church which is in a KEY development ( Read more... )

I'd wanted to read 50 books last year but I didn't do badly considering I didn't pick up a single book during the months of August-December because I'm still a student and have required reading for class that is not literary anymore....maybe some day I'll get to change that. But, today is a great day for reading (lots of rain--yay) so I'll be ( Read more... )

go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005 (not including memes of course). post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "year in review ( Read more... )

I'm just in from the CBEST.  I took it in Downey this morning with a slew of idiotic people.  I got there at 8:30 like they told me to but the test started at 9:00 so I sat around for a bit---but, nerd that I am, I had a book of course.  Intellect for me: 1.  Intellect for everyone else: 0.  There was a "huge" mixup with whether or not we were ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I think I wrote some 18 pages in my real real journal so I thought I could grace you with a paragraph or so.

This weekend I met perhaps the sweetest Australian boy ever.  He's great, really.  And he wants me to be his.  But I'm not.  Several things........this was the source of most of the 18 pages---well, this and the discussions ( Read more... )

And so it is that I drove out to USC this morning for my Tuesday prayer meeting only to discover, 15 minutes into the meeting, that no one else was coming.  S-weeetness!  (it's my weakness) And I got to drive back home.

I want to see "Good Night and Good Luck"

"RENT" TOMORROW!!!!

Gilmores tonight.  Christopher is coming with sex daggers and money ( Read more... )

...and also a list of artists you should check out ( Read more... )