I have never wanted a semester to end so bad in my whole life. just a head's up if anyone actually reads this, I'm not going crazy or anything I just feel the need to vent about all the shit that has gone on in the past few months. Well it all started with Dad dying at the end of August, yes a little unexpected, I knew he was sick but didn't know ( Read more... )

well it's been a while. i think the past few weeks have been the most intense of my whole life--including all the intense shit blake and i went through back in the day. maymester came and went relatively quickly (thank God). it was probably one of the hardest classes of my life but i managed to pull a B in there so i was pumped. During ( Read more... )

i don't think i can even begin to touch on all that has happened since i last updated this thing. ive come to the conclusion that i live such a random life. it seems like every few days mizz and i just look at each other, shake our heads, and laugh at the strangeness we call our lives. school sucks but is fortunately almost over. i've never ( Read more... )

it's been a loooong time. maybe it's the spring time or that i'm turning 21 in a couple weeks or the fact that i'm finally settled somewhere, but i'm the happiest person! even when i had a horrible day on monday I was still perfectly happy by the end of the day. i catch myself pausing when im hanging with my friends and just taking it all in. ( Read more... )

we "broke up." this night has been way too crazy but its not yet last call so me and some of the roomies are headed downtown because god damn we need a beer. the 15 or 16 months that thomas and i were friends and whatever else more that was is all over now. i'll miss jon barr. almost feels like the end of an era. life is wild. time to take ( Read more... )

I just found my favorite blue necklace that I thought I lost forever. This may seem insignificant but I took it as a good sign. Out of nowhere, without me looking it showed up and made me smile. As I was telling Ana when we were painting together and watching "Desperate Housewives" a little while ago, I have this feeling that there are good ( Read more... )

Man I can't describe how excellent it feels to be done with school and not have anything hanging over my head. It's still taking some adjusting, it's like I feel like I should be doing something but I don't have anything I have to do so I sit around and chill and split a bottle of Andre with Ana. hehe. So last night was crazy, a very good kinda ( Read more... )

You got to leave me now, you got to go alone ( Read more... )

though its finals week and this past week sucked a giant ass and ive got the cough from hell, ive been in a great mood the past few days. i think it was ever since i talked to my momma the other night and basically she told me to shut up and stop worrying about school and things will work out because they always do. it was like a weight was ( Read more... )

should be working on a paper, but instead im talkin online and listening to van morrison. so i came across some friend's pics online today and it got me to thinking--what would i be like/what would my life be like if i had stayed at belmont abbey. theres really no telling. any of the following would have been possible: going crazy, doing some ( Read more... )