Before I go to sleep I just wanted to say that I love Brandon more than anything, I had a great night talking to him and I can't wait to live together!! lol alright, good night everyone, I love you baby, can't wait till Friday!

Happy Valentine's Day Brandon, the first, but definitely not the last, I love you!

I've been in an awkward mood today, it's not that I'm upset or depressed, or happy for that matter...just deep in thought. I'm falling so freaking hard for Brandon everyday and just thinking about the future scares me. I can no longer say where do I go after this because I know... But I"m just afraid about the whole leaving this county type of ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day, didn't go to well at the end of it. I had a pretty good time at work, besides the fact that Doris is a retard... Mr. Nickerson was actually being really nice which is why the day was good, he doesn't rush me to get things done and trusts me that it will get done and that's all I need. After work kinda sucked cuz Brandon and I ( Read more... )

For once I got off of work on time! Whoo! Today was actually a pretty good day. First hour I actually got my work done on time and the funniest thing happened. Stephanie's crush was talking to me and I'm not going to say what he had to say...lol After that was Mr. Johnson's class. That was okay...I'm working with three guys full of testosterone... ( Read more... )

Well I don't really remember what has happened since the last time I wrote heh, but I know Brandon and I had a little problem but we are good now :) Ummmm I'm hopefully going to start college June 20th at SFCC and live with Brandon, whoo! Rubber Ducky bathroom!! Ummmm Yep I'm a little lost right now, just trying to fill in space to make Brandon ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while so lets try...I've been in the weirdest moods lately...like today I was entertained for an hour by just carrying around a blue stuffed easter bunny....he thought he was for Valentine's day (lmao Alyssa) Silly Bunny... Then after I got out of work I just felt depressed and I hate when that happens. The smallest things ( Read more... )

Today could've been better, I manage to make it shitty. I told Brandon something today that I knew I shouldn't have. I know he took it the wrong way I could tell by the way he looked at me. I called his cell phone but he never called me back so who knows whats going on. I don't know why I screw everything up I guess its all I'm good at. I'm so ( Read more... )

I've been so out of it lately, like I have so much to say but I just don't say anything. Steph and James broke up and that's like a stab in my heart cuz I thought they were happy and I just can't stand when the people I love cry! I got home today and cried and I'm not even sure why because I can't even organize the shit in my head, it's all I know ( Read more... )

Well I guess I'll write since Brandon is complaining that I didn't lol...Not much has gone on lately, other then the pathetic messages I get from Shawn, Ummm....I have a reallllly big test tomorrow at marchman and I'm not sure I'll do well, but I know for a fact I won't cheat cuz if I want to continue this program in the future I need to do it ( Read more... )