getting around to go hang out with the girls <3 it has been WAY too long. I miss my bestie Jon B. bahahah <3 ( Read more... )

I'm so EXCITED for it! only 9 days... my goal is to re-read twilight and new moon to be caught up.. (its only the fifth time, and I'm sure there are things I missed! haha) then I'm going to watch twilight like DIRECTLY before going to the movies to watch New Moon. I think we are going to a matena (or however you spell it) on friday or sat since we ( Read more... )

Oh I just wanted to remind everyone that my journal is friends only. If you wanna be my friend comment, and I'll add you.

ohh some of the post everyone can see, but thats only because they aren't really important anyway.


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guys are so frustrating. I just spent almost 2 hrs talking to this one guy online and then in the middle of our conversation he just stops talking.... no away message... no brb... no nothing. this is awhile after he asked me if I was coming to a party he will be at friday night... so is there interest? or was he just being nice ( Read more... )

It's amazing how one little thing can make me so upset I'm shaking and I have sweaty hands. You'd think I would be used to this by now... You'd think I'd be over it.

Whatevs. Life goes on.

It was like someone had died-like I had died. Because it had been more than just losing the truest of true loves, as if that were not enough to kill anyone. It was also losing a whole future, a whole family-the whole life that I’d chosen…

I have had the same dream for the past 10 days. 10 days. well it isn't exactly the same dream, same situation... different setting.

and its a dream that will never happen, no matter how much i wish it would.

imu.

I have so much to say, but I know I shouldn't.

I wish I had someone to talk to like before.

one second i feel one way.... the next i feel another.

god damn mood swings.

god damn boys.

I thought I'd be cool like everyone else, since I'm posting in here again anyway (they are for my eyes only.. haha ( Read more... )