I posted hours before my water broke!! June 20th! I just realized. I bitched and moaned wanting it to be over. and 3 hours after posting my water gushed down my legs. You just never know!

Emily was born on her due date! How funny is that? I was told I would be late a million times, but my water broke on the 20th! I prayed that day too. I asked God to please break my water, so they will have NO choice but to induce labor LMAO. I labored mostly on my own anyway. I've been wanting to post my Birth Story but I never have a chance ( Read more... )

I am so over being pregnant! I am so sick of not being able to see my daughter and hold her. I cant take it anymore. I am so MISERABLE and I have no control over any of this. Tomorrow is my due date and nothing else has happened. No Plug, No show, Not even fucking discharge. I continue to have the fake contractions and very little cramping ( Read more... )

Had another internal yesterday. No CHANGE. Tight, closed and high as usual. My due date is in 6 days and I have no signs of labor other then tiny false alarms here and there. Ive been contracting for a few hours now, every 5-10 min but they are not painful. This can go on and on forever. The internal was more uncomfy yesterday. I felt like ( Read more... )

Been having false labor now for 16 hours. Tons and tons of contractions, but they are not painful. They are just very very tight! Im getting so scared. They were on top of each other last night and we couldnt even time them. It was so confusing. They are very irregular and are not gaining intensity so we are sure its false labor. At least my ( Read more... )

So the doctor gave me an internal yesterday. We were very upset to find out my cervix has not thinned or dialated. Its actually very high up and THICK. Its like my body doesnt know what its supposed to do. Her head isnt even down low yet!! The doctor really thinks I will be going late, if I go on my own at all. There is a chance I could go ( Read more... )

Today was a great day. I feel like the past 24 hours have been perfect. Last night Patrick was going thru things and found love letters of ours from 9 years ago. We read them out loud in bed together. Of course I cried! He is such an amazing person. Even when he was 18 years old. You'd think he would be like the rest of them, but he was ( Read more... )

How your baby's growing: Congratulations! Your pregnancy is now considered full term

My mind is so foggy. I am so tired that I cant even think straight. Today we put the bassinet together. Its really nice! I cant wait to see my baby girl in there. I decided we will just do the swing when im feelin like im ready to go. Everything is done. Everythings been done for a long time now. Cause im fucking nuts. I dont know if I ( Read more... )

Ugh.. This isnt easy! Actually IT SUCKS! Im 9 months this coming tuesday and I cant believe it. Its just too much ya know? Im totally out of it. I cant even talk straight! My body is so big. I am HUGE. My belly is just SO BIG! We carry very big in my family, so it kinda sucks LOL. Everyone else loves to touch and see a big pregnant belly ( Read more... )