Why can I have friends for years and years, who know a lot of things about me, but not everything, not every little sub-atomic particle of my being, yet I spend 6 months with a person who now knows every one of my secrets, to whom I gave everything that I could, to whom I was never enough... and now we might never speak again? How is that possible ( Read more... )

I am so chock full of negative energy, I don't even know where to begin! I am overwhelmed with the thought of journaling, because it feels like I can't possibly get it all out on paper. I feel like I've been dropped into the middle of the biggest, loudest, most obnoxious carnival ever, chock full of misshapen carnies, stale cigarettes ground into ( Read more... )

Things didn't work out. I tried too hard to be what she wanted, and almost lost myself, and all of the things that I was proud of when I met her. This was not a malicious intent on her part, only that we were too out of sync. Subtly. Everything was so perfect at times, that we dreamed of building a life together. Everything was so jagged at ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

Weekend, you are the clay with which I mold my relaxation... how shall I shape you ( Read more... )

My housing costs too much, sometimes it feels like an anchor around my neck ( Read more... )

Today was a good day ( Read more... )

Just saw Peaches (http://www.peachesrocks.com/) here in Norfolk, great show! She had the drummer from Hole, Samantha Maloney (http://www.drumsexy.com/indexb.htmRead more... )

My next love will love Clerks 2. Sappy geek love stories... I want to cry.

Geek girl who loves me, WHERE ARE YOU?!

Oh well... I'm having fun on my own, anyhoo. =)

My friend leaves today for a new job in a different town, about 600 miles to the south. I've only known her for about 3 weeks, but they have been some of the best weeks of my life, and I very much would have liked more time to get to know her. I have a feeling that I haven't seen the last of her, for some reason. I've also exercised much more ( Read more... )