Well, my "spring break" is over and it's back to school. Today has been such a long day. My schedule this term is so fucked beyond belief. The entire administrative section of that school is just... yeah, I'm not getting into that. In short my class schedule is as follows:

Mon. 8a - Noon
Mon. 6-10p
Tues. online class
Wed. 6-10p
Thur. online class

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Alas, it is that horrid day again. Blah. Fuckin' X-mas. My family dipped out on me again this year. They left yesterday at noon, while I was at work nonetheless. But on the bright side, it doesn't really bother me. It'll be nice to not have to worry about the constant nagging and bitching from my mother that I've been dealing with the past few ( Read more... )

Halloween is tomorrow. And I am looking forward to it more than anything. With the events that have taken place in the last week or so... yeah. Halloween definitely has the power to cheer me up and make everything seem ok. Even if it's just for one night.

And I hope everyone comes out to play with me. If you don't I shall cry and take it very

i came home drunk off my ass and my mother proceeded to tell me to stop taking my seroquel and coming out of my room afterwards. funny shit.

I hate my dreams ( Read more... )

All I can say is, "What a week ( Read more... )

I hate that this still hurts...

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Lately I have just been completely falling apart ( Read more... )

Say goodbye on a night like this.
If it's the last thing we ever do.
You never looked as lost as this.
Sometimes it doesn't even look like you.
It goes dark...
It goes darker still...
Please stay...
But I watch you like I'm made of stone
As you walk away.

I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night ( Read more... )

I feel so lost...
someone please come find me...

I'm so alone,
and so very tired of it...