yeah, so i'm tired. i worked a week (full 7 days) straight, and then i got two days off, yay! well i'm leaving on a trip thursday evening; but work was going to have me work from 2 till closing... so that didn't work and i had to trade my monday day off so i could get the thursday off. and sooooo i work ANOTHER full 7 days straight >.< needless to ( Read more... )

it's not so much i need it -not like how a starving (litterally starving from lack of food) artist -needs- the money, it's more alone the lines of feeling that sense of security and well-being for the rest of my life. i just don't want to care about the future and i want to live in the now, but lack of feeling that security sucks the life out of ( Read more... )

So... what would you reaction be to suddenly hear a sheep over the entire store intercom system? the music dieing and then suddenly a "baaaaaaaaaa" a very fake, toy sheep sounding 'baa' announcing over the intercom -then suddenly a male voice saying "Kathy-Baby... you got a call on line 2." and then the classical music starts playing again ( Read more... )

I cam feeling better. and i sooooooo take back everything nice i ever said about Steve. turns out he was acting all noble just to use Hailee as a tool to have all this 'power' over our lives and to try and make Amanda look bad. oi.

anyway. Amanda is now fighting for custody. She misses Hailee and has asked my mom if she can have her more.

i ( Read more... )

okay, so i found out something that has made this crappy week at least miniscule-y better. Remember that old Disney cartoon show called Gargoyles? you know, stone by day, warriors at night, Macbeth and Puck, cloning and mutates, Avalon and Gargoyle hunters. awe, good memories... and i've worn out my vhs tapes when i had recorded the episodes when ( Read more... )

Okay, so the update is, that my sister is a white-trash, child-abandoning loser and my brother-in-law is now more a part of my family in my heart than my sister ever will be ( Read more... )

my sister and brother-in-law are getting a divorce. i figured it'd happen. heck, i won the bet me and mom placed. She said a year. i said a year and half to two years... it's been a year and a half... goll. i was HAPPY about it because that meant i wouldn't have to see my brother-in-law anymore ( Read more... )

So i know i haven't done much of anything... at all... with this lately. i just haven't had time it seems like ( Read more... )

so... i got sick big time last night. it was about 5 in the morning and i woke up and.. well... unpleasentness. so i've been out of it all day, in pain and all ew and my stomach is killing... it's now almost 8 and i feel better, but i was just in soooo much pain this morning. i don't care what mom says, i think it was food poisoning on saturday -or ( Read more... )

i work at my new job tomorrow... i'm nervous. heh. and i just spent over $250.00 on new clothes and assessories to get ready for being able to wear my own clothes ^_^ teehee. but probably my favorite buy was that sweater-jacket i got. the long ones with the ties... anyway, i like that one. heh ( Read more... )