my my what a mess weve made of our pretty little heads these days.

so here we are yet again. i really dont know what im doing, but i have nothing better to do and sleep doesnt come anymore.
im looking around this empty room and feeling like nothing i do with change anything. i mean, i dont feel depressed or sad, but more clear than ever before. theres just something about being up after everyones gone to sleep that ( Read more... )

theyre everywhere really.
little reminders, chances if you will.
they just get left around.
ive seen them in the fitting room, the back room, and even the break room.
thats the best.
no one sees you look at it with such interest.
and temptation.
i shouldnt be tempted by them.
but i am.
everytime i cant help myself.
they bring back so much.
so hated, yet so ( Read more... )

i dont care

i need you like a gun shot to the head.

oh god my head hurts and i think im gonna throw up.

im weak and i want out.

whyyyyy am i so damn tired?

she belongs to someone else.

i guess im caught inbetween all you wish for and all you need.