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LiveJournal
My friends page on here is now so barren that the last 3 months worth of posts is populated by just two accounts. That's all, two. One is an actual person but the other is a community journal posting pics of meh guys (as opposed to OMG hot, or so it's called). I think it's about time I stopped using this site and concentrate on starting another ( Read more... ) -
Young love becomes deep affection
The novelty wore off and everything is still awesome. Better than awesome, in fact.
He makes me feel so good about myself. He's attracted to the things I'm self-conscious about and the time we spend together is bliss. I feel loved by him and he's the most affectionate guy I've ever met. It's perfect. That really is the only word that fits.
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It must be Spring
I met a guy who's perfect for me and, this time, I'm not just thinking about him or wondering how to make him mine. He's already mine and, what's more, he asked me. It may all be new and the novelty hasn't worn off yet but I know this is something quite special. He's nothing like other guys. We have so much in common and think so much alike, it's ( Read more... ) -
Eternal sonata
I don't dream as much as I used to, so it's always nice when one randomly happens. Even nicer, too, when the dream is quite an uplifting one. My latest was very vivid - I can recall it from start to finish - ending on a really nice note (holding hands with a ruggedly cute guy on one side and my best friend on the other, walking somewhere but being ( Read more... ) -
Bleh
Fuck you, bad mood. You're pissing me off even more -
Pack mentality and half-barks
In complete contrast to my last post, things have picked up... drastically! Yeah, I've lived up to my determination and haven't let things like money stop me from enjoying myself. Mostly been hanging around with some great people and this has led to me regaining my inspiration for drawing. It's been so many years since I even had any pencils or a ( Read more... ) -
Much ado about nothing
I like how this journal has become more a resource for reflection than an account of events. I don't post as often as I'd like, mainly because interesting things just don't happen in the mundane routine of working life. Due to ever-changing shifts at work and the overarching lack of funds, I find it difficult to plans anything in advance. I go to ( Read more... ) -
Pointless admissions
Admitted to someone at work that I was gay today, only because she asked. I've been to-ing and fro-ing about whether to tell my workmates but keep thinking I don't really need to. Then again, there is an element of stage fright that has helped with that ( Read more... ) -
Call your ass!
Impromptu night out at Spiders tonight. Signed a guy's ass with my number in biro. Doubt he'll even be able to notice it, never mind read it and call, haha! I should drink less when I know I can't afford it... but it's so much fun!!
I miss being confident like that and doing random stuff. Growing up sucks! -
Relationships go and go
I've been single for 7 years now out of choice. It would be nice to say I've had a few offers but there hasn't been any at all. Perhaps it wasn't by choice after all. Hmm, kinda depressing. Maybe I should change my perspective and start looking for opportunities.
I think I need to get out more