i have lately been finding myself thinking the thought, "I just want to go home." when something doesn't go my way.. or when i am sad, but what does that really mean? I am home.. right here where I have always been. Maybe it is just that I am getting scared.. scared of all the change that is coming. Maybe 'home' is being a kid again. idk.. but i ( Read more... )

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and [c h e a t i n g], the fooling around.

Well, senior year this year is not going exaclty like I planned it to.

I can honestly, from the bottom of my heart say that the past 8 months, 2 weeks, 5 hours & 1 minute of my life have been an absolulte & total lie. That person I THOUGHT i loved never even existed. & Actually I am glad I found that out because you can't ever miss someone that never existed at all. I HATE who he really is with all of my heart. & I ( Read more... )

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& i know i wasn't right, but it felt so good.

I am trying not to think about it all, but I miss my best friend, not my ex-boyfriend... but the worst thing is that's the same person. I miss talking to him about everything. I miss him always being there to make me happy when I was sad. When I cried, he made it better. Now who is going to do that? I ( Read more... )

Well, I have had a great weekend! =)
It was very fun doing what I want to do for a change. lol.
I am loving this.

Friday; I went to the Rafters for the concert with Bitty, Tasha & Amber. Then Me & Tasha went back to bitty's & then to Gray's for awhile.
Saturday; We slept until 4:30 & then we got up & just keft & went to Wise. We rode around, went to ( Read more... )

.ME & MOLLY; THIS WAS BEFORE I TOOK HER TO THE BFF WITH ME ON FRIDAY.

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THURSDAY; Aaron came over at 10 & woke me up. We layed there & talked for awhile & then he went & got ready & him & adam cam back to get me at about 12. We drove to Bristol & went to 'Ride Revolution" & then to the Air Port to pick up Aaron's mom & Granny. Aaron & Adam had went to the bathroom & me & Granny were standing there waiting & she said, " ( Read more... )

Well I updated like yesterday but it was just a song, so I am bored & I feel like updating again today so I am...
Friday, I got up, went for my Sykes Interview. It went so good, (I think). I forgot my ID though so I have to go back on monday & then they will tell me if I get the job or not. I really hope I do. Then I came home, took a nap & then ( Read more... )

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