Hmmm, another wonderful basketball night. Went to dennys and apperently forgot my phone in my car. Sorry anna. but i am on now and you are nowhere to be found. Better late than never??? So i was thinking, why is it that you can be in a room full of people talking, and adding your own input into said conversation, and yet feel totally alone. I hang ( Read more... )

Everybody keeps waiting for me to type in this thing so i guess here i go. What to say, so many things going through my head. My friend from high school, chris vanwoerkem, died. I dont know how to handle it. should i be sad, I should have stayed his friend after high school. should i be happy, the odds were that someone i knew should have allready ( Read more... )

So after spending like 8 of the last 24 hours watching people be butchered, some thoughts have come to my mind, as they always seem to. Why are people so upset with their own looks that they need plastic surgery. Are their looks really that bad. Some guy comes on the tv complaining that all these hot girls dont like him and he wants to get a face ( Read more... )

Over the course of a lifetime there are certain questions which us human beings would like to have answered. One being, what is the point of us being on this big stupid whirling dirtball?, Another such questions is who am i? Not necessarily myself, but who is anybody. Why do we always look to not only label ourselves but label others according to ( Read more... )

So wow its been a while since i last wrote in the darn thing. I know everybody that has this address is eagerly awaiting my new installment. lol. drooling at your computer, well you should stop that, it will ruin your keyboard. Anyways, So for all who dont know, which is like no one that reads this doesnt know, I dyed my hair black. I like it ( Read more... )

So yes there is no stopping a girl from going out with asshole guys. Girls will chalk it up to experience. Oh that was a mistake to sleep with the entire football team in one night, my bad. But at the end of the day who do these girls end up with, thats right normally the nice guy. so after the girls have whored around with everybody, then they are ( Read more... )

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But the day started out so well. Went to church, got to be in a drama where two guys were fighting over who could put more in the collection plate for church, I got to be an innocent bystander that gets his money stolen by one of the fighting guys. Then i went to deliver pizzas. Made good money for a saturday. Went to pick up ian from his work. We ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness I cant believe how silly i was last night. So I go to work and get off at 1130. I go home and wait for my short friend to call me. He calls me at 130 in the morning. I told him i was tired, but he said come on it will be your first kegger. So i go. Not like i drink anyways. So I get to the party and my short friend is already ( Read more... )

So in the event of a crash landing in reading my journals. the subject headings can be used as floatation devices. Well what a wonderful and wild week. On wednesday of next week, the 18th of march, i need someone to call me at 5 in the morning. 730 interview at the airport. wow that is early. Went out with Bethany and Katrina last night. Fun stuff ( Read more... )