being treated 2nd rate
or like ive done something wrong or bad when i havent done anything
absolutely hate it

and ive been up for 30 minutes or so
grrrrrrrr
too early!

bens moved back in, and ive been home a day and hes already got me crying
this si jsut fucking great
and i cant say or do a damn thing about it
he shows up and now i cant talk to mom cause shes all edgy
just fucking great
damnit, things were goign so well 
i know its 'better' for him here, but damn what about me and the kids?
its nto fair

the next few days are gonna fly by, today i work 530 to close(1130-1230ish)
tomorrow i work from 1 to close(10-11ish)
monday i have school from 9-10, and then work 1130-9
tuesday is school 9-12, lucas' dads bday pt1 1-5, nails5-6, home 6-9, movies for his dads bday pt 2 from 930-12
wed is school 9-10, mall to buy gift 1030-1130, bus to lucas and then ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut, its shoulder length now and layered, plus i have bangs that hit below my eye, yay!

having the hiccups more then three times a day shoudl be physically impossible >also, i think i mgiht have strep, lucas did last month, and since i had pneumonia ive gotten sick abotu every three weeks ( Read more... )

i worked from 1130am to 1140 pm today, holy shit

Yay! It's my 18th birthday! woot!

we did party stuff at home last night and my parents totally went all out this year, my cake was shaped like a hamburger and compleatly looked like one! and the candles were AWESOME! whatever color the candle was the flame was that color! it was so pretty!

Big Presents

*My Own NEW COMPUTER!!!

* Concert tickets(went ( Read more... )

braoke/craxked/fractured part of my finger >

i think im either allergic to my house or else its got bad air or something ( Read more... )