life ids confusing and a hard time.. if you try to live you die... if you tey to die you live.. it does the exact opposite.... ya knmo... i have a deep secret... nd im tried of caring it around... ill jsut leave it on the ground nd walk away.... like it was sum weight.. i fel much lighter.. but i canr fin the way out of this hole i dug myself into ( Read more... )

ok HalF DaY!! w0o0o 2 day i ghot home.... nd was kinda depressed, buit i cnt get over that.. at least that girl in gym didnt stalk me 2 day.. wo0o0o stupid osessive ppl... but i feel weird around this one girl.... shes like always huggin me nd crap... nd im like.. i have i girlfriend nd shes like.. i kno... nd im like..... u can stop hugging me now ( Read more... )

why must life suck? ya kno just cuz i have an opportunity to live my dream, doesnt mean sum one can crush it... i mean... its like once in a billion oug et invited to orlando... for your talent.... nd still im poor... nd it wouldnt happen anyways.. but this really sucks ass... i hate it when like... u want to do sumthing, but no...u jsut cant.... ( Read more... )

Today sucked really bad. First, i woke up, and fell down the stairs. Next, I came down to find my mom and brother arguing over pants, and found out that we are dead broke. Third, When I got to school, I walked alone like I always do, nd got shoved into some guys foot, fell down face first into the floor. Fourth, when I got to gym, some black dude ( Read more... )

ya 2 day was an ok day.... but... ha... it wasnt.... first we had to do this paper in english... nd i think ifailed... but ya.. o well... choir, i almost passed out again!! gawd it was soo hot in the school... or myabe it was jsut me.. lol jk... ummm biology was ok... except i have to sirt next to an annoying midget that takes pictures of girls ( Read more... )

Hey Ya'll!! Whats is up!? idk js8ut felt like saying that but ya this weekend was awsum!! i kinda prcactically lived at hal's house, but o well... on friday, i went over, nd skated so ya them melissa came over!! lol then when we were skating, i tried a kickflip to board slide, nd broke my board!! then i havd everyone sign it... its kewl!! melissa, ( Read more... )

i feel like updatin cuz i was readin my buddy's(KaRa's) journal nd decided too.. lol but ya... ummlife around here is ok i guess... what am i sayin.. its awsum!! its been awsum since nov 8, 2004(18:49:01).. thats when me nd jess started goin out ;-) omg i love her soo much... she is soo awsum!! lol n e ways, when i was readin kara's journal, i was ( Read more... )

sup my pplz, i havet updatein in a while.... so ya... life right now..... soooo frekin boring... the only thing i look forward too is seein jess again tomorrow!! i love her soo much... more than anything... N E THING... but ya n e ways i just needed to update... hal wants me to come over... like an order.. but ya thats hal for ya i g2g... eat then ( Read more... )

i hate my life, i hate my soul, im gonna runaway soon, so say your last qwords to me, this life sux sobad, i just want to fall over, die, nd never be remembered by n e one... y o y must i live on 2 day?? i just keep getting lower nd lower in life so y must a fuckin failure live a fuckin life knowing that he's bound to fall flat on his face?!?!? i ( Read more... )

well i was browing sum journals of friends of mine nd just wanted to sign up 4 it... yada yada yada.... life sucks here, always having to hide my real emotions, masking the sorrow nd pain of many lifes Lived.... a while back, i met this really awsum girl who likes me 4 who i am, not 4 what i look like, i like her back so its really great. at home ( Read more... )