today was hell on earth bascially... pretty scared up are i have now but theres no one to talk to... im notgonna make this long.. but i did it so yea.. screw the world and its hated beings

well ppl... spring break is finally here... you would think i would be happy cuz im going to florida.. but hte truth is i would rather live out on the streets of indy that go to florida... first of all it brings back too many memories... second, i will miss everyone too much.. =( way too much... ill miss jess the most.. bt all my dearest friends ( Read more... )

wow school sucks... go figure huh josh.. shut up i talk to my self.. any ways.. im me and no one else i hate it ya.. school sucks but igot my fun things.. chioir sucks ass!! ne wyas.. ya i have nothign to sy except i can really only trust 4 ppl now... they kno who they are I LOVE JESS!!! Melissa is coolio!! lol ok im serioulsy done.. lol
~Jay~

hey ya'll... whats up? idk thats how i start my journals out.. but w/e.. my like is ok.. im confused... nd i dont like the way i deal wtith my problems.. i'd rather be depressed than run from my problems... if you cn bleed ur heart out for someone and they do nothing for you, then the question is why do u still continue to bleed for them? why cant ( Read more... )

omg weekend ( Read more... )

yo yo what is up idk botu you guys, but i kno its black history month nd all.. well the presentation during school was bnoring me so i feel asleep... so after ppl tomld me to wake up nd iwas walking back to classm, i was in a croud of black ppl, nd i was liek.. OMG WHITE PPL THESE DAYS!! it was great but ya.. idk im really hyper ( Read more... )

A perfect life up in the sky ( Read more... )

this weekend was so fun!! well...... just saturday... lol ok i woke up early.. cuz iwaas excited, nd i got all ready to go to jess's... then my dads like r u read y nd i wasl iek.,. i haev been.. lol so we went ind i thought i was atthe wrong house.. but o well i jsut thoguth that cuz idk lol when i got there, jess, andy nd carlina were there.... ( Read more... )

(im sorry to admit its true, but... i lied to all of you...... again... i still do it... nd i dont kno why...maybe a cry for help, or sum other thing...so dont bother wasting your time....asking me why i do...but i still dont kno why i do.... im confused nd cant find the answers... im more depressed than ever.. nd its goin on right under your noses ( Read more... )

guess what........ idk either hwat r we talking about.. lol but ya n e ways.. 2 day went really fast.. nd this week will go really slo acording to jess lol but ya... n e ways!! omg in srt this girl was tring to flirt with me nd writing note nd crap... nd i was depressed nd annoyed so when she passed the note back, i drooled all over it and said ( Read more... )