i stare at my worst enemy ( Read more... )

sometimes life rocks.
like when you see an old friend
sometimes life sucks.
like when an old friend opens old wounds
rocks.
when your car is fixed.
sucks.
when it breaks again.
rocks.
when the future is full of possibilities.
sucks.
when you can't make a choice.
rocks.
when you can experience so many emotions.
sucks.
when you wish you didn't.

i'm sitting in english class right now. i think we're supposed to be doing something, but i don't know what. i hate christmas shopping. i haven't gotten any of it done except for Becky's. i will probably end up waiting until the last possible moment but that's what i normally do anyway. also, over thanksgiving break, kelly bought bad stuff in my ( Read more... )

i got back from cincinatti last night. it totally rocked. i ended up rooming with manny and it was fun. i had to watch the princess bride though.....me and manny and jess made fun of it the entire time. it was really sad to leave and missy drank too much coffee on the way back and we had to stop like four times. it was kinda funny.

spinning torrents of sadness
diving slowly into madness
complications and relations
trials and tribulations
who are you?
who am I?
uncertainty reigns supreme
but all is not what it seems
with an unsure future and a turbulent present,
worrying makes all our energy spent
but we must move on
for that one thing that helps us to keep on holdin' on:hope

work sucks. anyway guess what? i got into my first car accident tuesday. some chick rearended me as i was on my way to work. my car is still drivable but the back end is messed up really bad. however, some good came out of it. you see, i was like 20 minutes late to work when it happened and the accident gave me an excuse for being late so that ( Read more... )

yesterday, i had to push carts at Meijer and i didn't have a coat. now, i'm sick and i just found out i have to work 27 hours this week for those bungholes. this is going to be fun.(hint:Sarcasm)

this entire week has been weird. first, i fail a bio test. then i have even more serious doubts about my future. i dont know where i'm going in life and it sucks. then i find a cute girl, only to find that she smokes, which is so like unattractive. i don't know, life is just kinda sucky lately. things are falling apart. it's a lotta poopoo ( Read more... )

today was not a good day. i totally forgot to do my homework for my english class and i spent the entire 90 minutes of my bio class either trying to stay awake or failing miserably at it. i missed out on a lot of notes that'll probably be on some kind of important test or pop quiz. also, i know almost no one in my two classes on Mondays and ( Read more... )

Today was first day of college. it didn't suck, but didn't rule either. i met a guy named Jason who seems pretty cool and saw hordes of people from Jackson High there. Hordes. Anyway, i have a little homework which sucks booty and i think my bio class is going to be boring. i miss becky and eric. i had to drop out of going to Cincinatti with ( Read more... )