I'm here! I'm 3 years older . . . but I'm still here! Wow haha . . . I don't even know if people will read this anymore or how this will work. But I really would like another outlet to express my thoughts ( Read more... )

That's right... I'm bringing her back. The 'ol LJ. I need to vent, I like public ventilation, it's a peak into my mind. Not the entire 360 degrees of revolving windows, but a nice square window upon which to gaze ( Read more... )

Chris IMed me out of the blue... Cory and Nick are having "issues," I haven't talked to Mike in ages, Peter Pan is back in forth with his ex, I've accidentally broken up two couples, Andrew stopped talking to me out of the blue, and to top it off Chris started messaging me tonight to my surprise and to my realization that I wasn't as ready for that ( Read more... )

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Welcome to September... : ) That's a happy thing! Though we still have like 3 more weeks of summer. I LOVE the autumn. The leaves, the SMELL, the sunset, the TEMPERATURE, the clothing, the holidays. It's all GRAND! : ) Jess and I.. I LOVE spending the autumn with her ( Read more... )

I have a broken heart. You might have known that. My brain is being so logical and rational right now. "He is young. Flighty. Immature. Not in the same part of life as you." And you know what? All of those things are true ( Read more... )

UGH.. I'm so stupid... just read it ( Read more... )

I'm sorry. My heart aches. yeah... it really does. Yes it came on fast... yes it seemed crazy... Yes he's a few years younger... but regardless.... I fell. and just as quickly as I fell it ended... everything was mutual until the very last decision. He has commitment issues... that's what I get for falling for an 18 year old... (no offense to ( Read more... )

So this is my first journal entry in months. I revived the old account. Broken hearts tend to do that to me... start these things up that is. So anyway, I woke up wanted to text, slapped my hand and showered. I did get lunch with Timmy today... that was VERY nice! : ) I REALLY hope him and I can become close friends... I think we'd be good for ( Read more... )

Fuck. Yeah, fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I don't cuss a lot, I'm not really opposed to it (unless around little kids), I mean I think we humans should use every word in our human language to express what we mean. Fuck is just another word (though I can usually find others to use... i'm not against it... .a good "FUCK!" can be nice ( Read more... )