some people just don't get it ( Read more... )

I'm not a happy camper. Duh ( Read more... )

I'm getting really fucking sick of being broken. I'm sick of not being able to feel anything but misery. I'm sick of fooling myself into thinking things have changed only to find that they never will. I'm sick of being told how wrong I am, how ridiculous my thoughts are, how it's not ok to be like this. I'm sick of not being able to connect to a ( Read more... )

The Constant Gardener was so fucking good.

*****warning: emo post******

I want to fall desperately hopelessly madly in love. I really hope that one day I'm capable of that. It sucks thinking that's just another thing I'm gonna have to get used to not being able to have.

That's all.

I got to pet so many animals today. We went over to Bob's to watch Hollywood Chainsaw Hookers and pet the dogs and cats and Hondo fell asleep on me in quite a few strange positions. That cat fucking rules, he's second only to Sylvester. Then we went for a bike ride and I knocked over a whole lotta bikes. It was funny, I'm such a weiner ( Read more... )

Gah. So I have these two job offers. Target wants me to come on as a department manager. It's not guaranteed full-time, but I'd generally be getting 38-40 hours a week with overtime available. They usually start out at $10 an hour, but because they really liked me in the interviews and I have a lot of retail experience, they'll start me out at $12 ( Read more... )

I watched the Kid Dynamite reunion on live feed from CBGBs tonight. God, I wish I'd been there. Some kid got the mic during my favorite song and fucked up the lyrics. That kid got to go and I'm sitting at home.

Oh well. I got offered a job as a department manager that starts at $12 an hour. I can't complain much about my life right now.

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It's my birthday and I'll do what I want to. Fuck you! It's my birthday. A special holiday only for me so do what I say. It's my party, I'll make you cry if I want to....or leave. Fuck you, it's not your birthday so do what I say. For 24 hours you're wishing me well. 364 days I'm in hell, oh well. Happy birthday to me alone. On my birthday I'm ( Read more... )