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heart broke.
Today, I sat across my sister in a table at a McDonald's restaurant.
I was just looking out into nothing. She stared at me.
Then she said, "Wow. You must be really heartbroken. I don't know with what, but you are."
And I realize now that she's right.
I'm heartbroken.
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I have dark circle around my eyes,
my face colors unevenly,
my eyes burn red,
and they continuously tear up,
and my head aches.
I want to fling myself off a building rooftop
jump in front of a subway train
slit my throat
slit my wrist
stop time
run away
just stop
and not exist
just for a while
just for five minutes
or a day
or a week
maybe a year.
Here's poetry.
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random rambles
I feel like you've abandoned me. It sucks.
You pushed us to a point beyond repair.
I want to just waste my life. I think I'm doing a fine job at it.
Hurry already. Play music and read words to me. -
cooze
the cooze that you thought was it... didn't care
"(n.) A cooze is a superficial, shallow, provincial, and generally ignorant girl, who is so intellectually and socially repulsive, that their only redeeming qualities come in the from of sex appeal. Thus, their only value to society comes in the form of their oozing, jizz filled vag. They often sluts ( Read more... ) -
I'll keep your pain,
Don't tell me you're pretending to be fine for me.
Because I'm doing the same.
& I'll be fine pretending, I've had substantial practice.
So cry then be genuinely okay. I'll keep your pain.
I'm used to it. It's just a matter of adding one more
brittle of hurt to a mountain of it. I'll be fine.
You, on the other hand, you've never felt this pain before.
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Love Is Not "Good"
I think love is not good. Love commits crimes, love steals, love hurts, love blinds. . .
I think love is neutral; like writing, it fills your heart but you choose what to do with it.
It's language. It's words. It's movements. Love is not "good." It's a multitude of things,
good and bad and gray and black and white and painfully ambiguous.
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if a tree fell in a forest with no one around to hear it...
i want to scream and yell and curse and throw things but i can't because i live in the real world and we don't do that in the real world where i'm past my teenager years and must now act mature and responsible and civil and respectful at all times. but i want to pull people's hairs out and scream into their ears and sob in his chest and make them ( Read more... ) -
all i want
i want to be passionate about him
as he's equally passionate about me.
set at the right time.
then we can conquer everything else.
is that too much to ask for?