Yeah... my grandmother died.

You know... I really wish people would find better ways to deal with their issues. I'm tired of people ignoring me, or just attempting to piss me off. I really don't have the energy for this sort of drama right now. Not with all this f'ing school stuff, trying to convince my parents to let me keep my job, worrying about my grandmother - who's ( Read more... )

I have to work tonight... blah. But then I get the next three days off... ^_^ Woohoot. Still need to find something to do Saturday. (I had to do some complaining to get it off.... I was written in on the schedule and I made my manager cross me off...) So... I'm tired I'm going to go lay down...

*points to self* FUCKING IDIOT! I knew better... I really did... But oh well... that's life... it kicks you in the ass, then you fall down and nobody notices. After 16 years, you'd think I'd be used to it...

Ugh, just kill me, because I suck that bad. I need to look around me before I start to do something. Damnit, I'm such a fucking idiot. >.<;;; Oh well. Life will continue. And maybe, that person can start to trust me again... seriously, it's not like I was going to do something stupid. Plus, even if I had done something stupid, it would have ( Read more... )

Bad dreams... about never seeing any of these people again. Sometimes I think that's what I want, but other times the idea of it makes me cry. Right now is one of the latter. Anyways, I'm hungry so I'm going to go find food... I have to work tonight... 6-11... blech. Yeah... come see me though, because I'm carhopping.

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OMG... NEVER AGAIN!!!! That was sooo not worth it. *laughs* And I wish I had a swing set...

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH! I'm essited! *laughs* I'm in a really good mood, and I can't explain why... because last night I was really sad. I still have to figure something out first though. Ugh, and at the same time I'm still not sure why I'm putting so much effort into something I know nothing about. Wonderment...