I have a lot to say to one person. What i give will be a bundle of tangled threads, barbwire, glass and boiling blood. It will be niether concise nor consistent. I will wait till I see them in person.

This break has been a stream of ennui and a sense that i don't belong. I've entered some transtition period where neither AZ or Chicago is home. For ( Read more... )

 I'm in a very big pot of confusing scenraios lack of asleep and personal doubt but i'll try to right a shitty entry on break and last quarter

Last Quarter
I was in a fucking beauty pageant/ talent show. I was elected APAC Education Chair and Kaibigan Cultural Chair and now have assloads of reponsibility. FUCKKKKK I SHOULD EXPAND ON THIS

Break
I saw ( Read more... )

 Uhhh Saturday i went with some friends to a house party that we were invited to by some random dude who.......my friend later told us they met through rainbow coalition. When we got there the place was full of gay dudes and girls who were just interested in dancing with their gay friends. So after drinking a bit we started heading to another party ( Read more... )

Najalahk (12:09:50 AM): hows it going?
guitarwanker08 (12:10:14 AM): good you
Najalahk (12:10:51 AM): kinda bad
guitarwanker08 (12:11:03 AM): why
Najalahk (12:11:30 AM): i went to a potluck thing to meet the other members of APAC executive board and we had a good time and then i said something stupid at the end
Najalahk (12:11:52 AM): but this wouldn't ( Read more... )

Friday: Bowling with kaibigan then watched Van wilder at anton's. Most fun i've had bowling I think.

Saturday:

Snow'd

BJJ Tourney, there were too few people for more than one wieghtclass so we combined em. I lost my first match and battled my way through the losers bracket to face the winner of the other backet. I placed 2nd and was submitted by a ( Read more... )

So tommorow/today I'm entering a jiujitsu tourny, i haven't gone to practice in 3 weeks, haven't exercised in two and will be weighing in at 1:30. There are onlky two weight classes, -150 and absolute, physiologically i will prolly never make 150 so i'm fighting at the small endof a big weightclass. But you know what?

I'm excited.

I'm going to put ( Read more... )

AZ dec 14th
NJ Dec 22nd
AZ dec 28th
IL jan 5th

Leave for AZ on dec 14th.
BJJ, Parties and hanging out with chap kids.

Dec 24th, NJ with la familia

Jan 3rd leave and maybe visit ohio and see some people in good old Richfield Ohio

Jan 6th be back

VERY SUBJECT TO CHANGE!

So this past week was thanksgiving week and surprise surprise I visited arizona.

Wednesday:Got on the plane, didn't do HW. Met with my family, talked to josh till 4AM, learned that I'm to absorbed in castles in the sky and ten went to sleep.

Thursday: Woke late, worked out then went with josh to pick up twon and Danny. Noticed how much arizona seemed ( Read more... )

 Happy thanksgiving! I'm in town so if you want to hang out say something!