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I’m back Bitches 😂😂😂
I started this journal back in 04!!! Literally more than 13 years have flown by. I just wish I would have kept it up over time. I think I’ll start again so I have something to look back on in another 13 years. It’s gotta be cathartic; where to begin. For now I’m Back
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Karma....
I never really was sure if there was such a thing as Karma...Until today!! When I heard I couldn't believe it. Yeah, the truth is he did me so dirty. I must of been out of my mind to let it go on as long as it did. I was crazy in love with him, he was my first, my first love. He taught me all the lessons, I'll ever need to know. Lol, although it ( Read more... ) -
Disappointed.....
Well I didn't get the job. I'm so disappointed. I mean I really need the money. Oh well maybe somethin else will come up. I just don't understand. It can't be because I'm pregnant. Otherwise why would I get a second interview. I'll keep prayin........... -
Second Interview
So I got a second interview tomorrow at 1:30. Thank God. Fa real, god knows I really need this job. Its not a lot of hours but its all good cause when the baby gets here I won't have to work all the time. Which makes me happy, more time with my little angel. There's so many things I still have to do. But anyway, The interview is at the boys and ( Read more... ) -
The Nerve
So yesterday I had an interview. That part was fine but when I got there the head guy in charge made fun of my name!! I swear I couldn't believe the nerve of this guy. I was so pissed off that I didn't even say anything. I know I should have and its bothering the hell out of me that I didn't. He was white...So you say what is the significance....I ( Read more... ) -
Stupid Ass Niggas
I'm so freakin aggravated! I hate lyin ass niggas to the fullest. I don't understand. If you ain't goin to do somethin just say that shit. If you want to be a sorry ass nigga...Fine, that's your buisness but don't be sittin up here havin me waitin. Now I got to make arrangements and worry about all kinds of shit!! Its my fault anyway!! You make ( Read more... ) -
What's Been Goin On....
Sunday, I went baby shopping. It was a surprise to me. Cause if you know me, You know I'm broke as hell, Tryin to make a dollar outta 15 cent....lol. Yeah it ain't that funny. But anyway I went with my momma!! Yeah my momma. I was surprised. I was just tryin to find somethin to spend the rest of my gift card on. My momma bought all kind of stuff. I ( Read more... ) -
Childish
Have you ever realized how childish u were in the past? I was thinkin about the females I was mad at cause Will wanted them (other boyfriends included). The time I spent disliking them for no reason. Man I wish I could turn the hands of time...lol. Who doesn't right?? I regret none of my experiences though, they make me the woman I am today!! The ( Read more... ) -
To The Men in My Life
All the things I wish.......
I wish you could say what u mean and mean what u say
I wish you wouldn't act like I'm some kind of jump off
I wish I could tell you how much I hate that you didn't choose me
I wish I could tell you that you aren't worth my time or thoughts
You could never be what I need and want
I wish you could come and be with me
I wish you ( Read more... ) -
Happy Now..What about later
I'm in such a good mood right now. So I'm wondering what's goin to happen to mess it up...lol I'm so glad I got over whatever was goin on in my head with my past. I swear I think its these hormones from bein pregnant anyway I'll keep ya updated