While I was drivin in my car today wit the radio all loud..My mind began to wonder as it usually does...I have to much free time!!! Anyway I started thinkin does she love him the way I do...Would she do the things I would. Is her love unconditional?? Does she really love him??

All The Things I would do!!!

• Anything for Will is what I would do....
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    I rushed home after my interview cuz Will said he was gonna call me around 2:00...mmmmm...I waited for about a hour before I got online!! I should be annoyed but I WON'T be...after we talked about this earlier..He doesn't have to do what he says anymore..(don't take that the wrong way) I'm sure he was chillin wit his girl and forgot its all ( Read more... )

So my interview was at 11:30 and I was kinda nervous but much to my surprise it wasn't that bad...After all it was my first interview...And guess who has a job as long as I pass the drug test..Yes Yes its me!!! Everything seems to be goin really good..I also have a job interview thursday..mmm hmmm....Finally the kid is gonna be working!!! Makin ( Read more... )

 Ok..so yesterday I over reacted to things that were said or the way they were said!!! I'm truly sorry for that...and If I apologize one more time I'm goin to sound like a broken record!! LOL...I have to learn to accept that Will and I aren't together which means what....DON'T TRIP!!! I never thought that would be such a hard thing to get through ( Read more... )

 Well today....correction yesterday....I filled out some applications..cuz we all know I'm broke as helll!!! So I applied to Mervyns, Target, and Khols....I was to tired to fill out anymore maybe another day..lol...Since I was already out I looked around to see if there was anything that I may want to get for myself or for gifts for christmas!! I ( Read more... )

Is it gonna be me or is it gonna be her?? I not tryin to rush you or make you decide baby, but I need to know. You know I'll give you all the time you need. I just really don't wanna be second to anyone because I feel like I should be first. And baby you know the kid loves you!!! Or should I say I'm in love with you!! To be honest you and I both ( Read more... )

Shit...I am who I am and that's all I can be!! And if you don't like me you can step the fuck back!! I didn't ask you to be here..that was your choice and now you don't need me, don't want me...ok..right, right  so you can step off. I  ain't about games I don't play!! Keep it real wit me and I'll keep it real wit you but I see you don't understand ( Read more... )

I see now that he was yours all along..and I'm sorry I kept him from you. To be honest I wish both of you the best and he will be going to prom with you. But treat him right...After all he is a good guy to have!! But I'm sure at least I hope you already know that!!! I hope the two of you are happy!!! Congratulations!!! I won't try and come in ( Read more... )

Well...well guess who got little or no sleep last night. Let's see I listened to all those messages he once left me over and over again..Yep I sure did and I cried my fuckin eyes out!! All night I cried like a little Bitch!!! Guess who tells me to cheer up this morning?? Yep you guessed correctly if you said Will!!! LMAO....Did he really go there ( Read more... )

AMANDA PEREZ

"Love Is Pain"

Why is love so much pain ?
sitting on the roof starring at the stars
thinking to myself how could i have fell for someone so hard
when all i was told was lies
now that i think about it ,it makes me cry

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to know someone i gave my heart to
just tore my heart apart
a love that is endless
why did this love have to start
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