Comments | kharmacreature: more contemplation

kharmacreature

more contemplation

Jul 13, 2007 00:30

so.. i'm thinking about my book - typing down some history and i get this strong wave of anxiety come over me. i'm thinking about all the confessions i need to make.. how this won't look so good on my family. i mean... who can write a book about how many trials ones accomplished without some deep introspection from ones past? past including my ( Read more... )

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xmegan22x July 13 2007, 05:04:31 UTC

i started writing something like that a few months ago. it became too much for me to handle, so i had to stop. i'm afraid that all these things i tell/confess are going to make everyone hate me.

i want to read yours.

kharmacreature July 13 2007, 06:02:33 UTC

yeah.. i'm affraid of what i'll write that everyone will judge me harshly or hate me.. or both.

girlwithagun July 15 2007, 05:53:06 UTC

Ri and I are both writing things about our lives that will make our families look bad. And the thing is - things were what they were. If our families cannot love us for telling the truth and being who we are, then they are not our family. REAL family accepts you for all of you - including the hurtful things you have to say.

kharmacreature July 15 2007, 22:06:29 UTC

i just think that my family will be very angry... i worry about it - even though what i say from my perspective is my own truth. i figured though - if my book does well, that i would like to pay my moms depts off and get her a nice place to live - so she wouldn't have to work so hard. i've always wanted to do this. i don't have bad things to say about my mom except that she wasn't there because she worked two to three jobs... that she was there in a different way - but not an emotional way. *sigh*

thankyou honey.. i think we could get through this together.. we should all write a book. <3

girlwithagun July 16 2007, 05:15:51 UTC

well, if they love you, they will accept it. I mean, it's not like you're going to say that she was a crack addict or that she knowingly left you with a pedophile. you could always show her what we have to say about our families and maybe then she'll laugh?

I think so too. yes we should. <3

kharmacreature July 16 2007, 06:16:34 UTC

...well - my sister IS a crack addict .. so chances are, i will say that... but yeah

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