one of the last journal entries really made someone mad and they may have been hurt. please forgive me. i never meant to hurt ne one. i am so sorry. this will be the last time i write in this journal. i never meant to hurt holly.
deeply sry
~alexis

As much as Natalie says that we will always be best friends i still can't believe it. We will have no classes anymore and she is finding all new friends which will probably become best friends. Don't ever believe that you can have more than one best friend. It never works out that way; someone always ends up getting hurt. Believe me i have been ( Read more... )

Today was orentation for school. I went and ran into a friend from last year and we went to lunch with her and my family (it wasn't the best lunch. She said i was really quiet and she was very rude and asked a lot of personal questions) and then went home. We wont be hanging out out of school anymore, i don't think ( Read more... )

Well, i arrived at home today at around 5:00. I told my parents all that happend and then went over to my grandmother's ( Read more... )

Today is my last day here in North Carolina with Natalie and her family. Her step dad and mom came last night and we will be leaving to go back homes tomorrow morning. Ususally i would be excited, but i have really gotten to know her family and it will be sad to leave. Natalie and i have have our bad moments but overall we have had a pretty good ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh! I cannot wait to go home! I want this trip to be over forever! It isn't that it was a bad trip and i didn't enjoy it; it is just that i feel so uncomfortable. I mean i don't know anyone here and i am feeling very homesick ( Read more... )

I am so tired and Natalie is just sitting up talking to Andrew. And of course i can't sleep because she is pissing to him and it is annoying! I wish they would just work out their problems sometime when it isn't 2:30 in the f***ing morning.
Well, i guess i will try to go to sleep now.
~Alexis

Today I went to a theme park on the border of South and North Carolina. It was kind of fun. They had a few roller coasters and shit like that. I think we only got to ride like five rides though ( Read more... )

I am now in North Carolina with my friend Natalie. We came a few days ago. Her lil' sister and her lil' cousin came along too. We had to all fit in a Dodge Ram (Natalie's grandparents, me , her, Nat's sister, and cousin). Good Lord! That sucked. While we have been here we have gotten in one fight. It was very depressing ( Read more... )