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He called me this morning, woke me up at 6am. He was heading to Hollywood to breeze some horses. I was too tired and mostly asleep to be angry at him for waking me. We had a great conversation, like we used to. Just like nothing has happened. Like no time has passed. Like he doesn't have a girlfriend now ( Read more... )

I cant sleep ( Read more... )

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Ok, I'm moved into my studio. Its a month long sublet, so just an 'extended stay' really. Anyone want to do something?? I only know a handfull (I have little hands) of people here, so I'd really like to go out and meet more fun people! No more sitting in my house watching races all day. My resolution is to have a social life and stop being such a ( Read more... )

I'm pretty much terrified. Funny how a 1200 pound animal doesn't put any fear into me, even when I'm sitting on top of them, beating them with all my force, not knowing if they will make it around the mile oval or not ( Read more... )

What a week. Had a few cold snow days in Portland. Ran into heaps of faces I haven't seen in ages. Went to Nessa's work xmas part at the warehouse, which was quite entertaining. Then went to the BC for a show. I wanted to see Eric play, he wasn't feel great and was playing even worse. I did see all sorts of people there. My little Nessy got sleepy ( Read more... )

Today I braved the storm, literally...and that was the easy part ( Read more... )

I know we're not ok. We haven't been ok since I was in the hospital. In fact he didn't talk to me for 3 weeks when I first got hurt. Then it was, "come see me, I miss you. blah blah blah." There has been talk about me possibily flying there for christmas. I miss him but I dont trust him ( Read more... )