"As you push it up through the soil ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile. Not much has been going on. Staying up late hoping the boys get online. Waking up early for RHA. I'm pretty pitiful. I kinda just want to cry. I don't wanna act happy anymore. I just want him back ( Read more... )

Yesterday ( Read more... )

So today I woke up at 9 and Jenny and I went bike riding. It hurt really bad! Then we had a meeting with Nik and that was a bit overwhelming thinking about all the things we need to get done. It's just too much pressure and too high of expectations some times. Jenny and I would drop everything to run the organization as a full-time job if we could ( Read more... )

I just had a horrid dream. All of my friends decided that I was fake. And I think maybe in the dream I was. Mozzy and Brian were with me in Mozzy's car and were being assholes. Arman was being an asshole on the phone. Everyone else around just kind of agreed in silence. And now no one's here to make it better. But as I've learned recently, even if ( Read more... )

He's right. Well, not in my mind. But he's right, this is what he wants. He's just questioning it because he's been lonely. It sucks but it's true. I just have to deal with it. There's no point in fighting it anymore. The only thing it might do is put him back into a situation that he really doesn't want to be in. As soon as there are people around ( Read more... )

Today ( Read more... )

Today was pretty productive. We cleaned the RHA office (well for the most part). We're now moving to the GHD office in Evangeline. It's ok I guess. Then I went to class. It was good. I have a test on Word tomorrow. I'm thinking it'll be pretty easy. Then I went for a bike ride. It was 6.5 miles! But I listened to my iPod while I rode so it was ( Read more... )

So today ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm watching Music and Lyrics for the first time right now. It's weird, as I was told it would be. Life's pretty weird right now. School was really really stressful, but that's done (thank God). I'm super excited about RHA this year. The staff Jenny and I picked is super amazing! I talked to Dave about it all on Friday and it means so much ( Read more... )