I deleted my myspace. I feel weird ( Read more... )

This is the day that I don't have any friends, what do I do ( Read more... )

That was a pretty stupid/depressing entry.

Moral: I sorta want to get away and find those people that I used to talk to for hours at a time.
And I want to drive.

-aj-

I saw Thank You for Smoking with Meredith tonight. It was pretty sweet ( Read more... )

There’s just a few things I think that you should know Those words at best Were worse than teenage poetry Fragment ideas And too many pronouns Stop it, come on You’re not making sense now You can’t make them want you They’re all just laughing Stop it, come on ( Read more... )

I talked to my guidance counsler today and I'm going to sign up for a class at Carroll that's called Introduction to Philosophy. Yay. I'm really excited. I might have to drop AP Psych. I don't think that bothers me too much, because I don't need that yet. Maybe I can just take Psych senior year through Carroll if they don't offer it on IQ. I don't ( Read more... )

On my way home today, I started crying and I thought of the phrase "I need someone to need me." I think that's why I'm upset, I don't know how important I am to anyone. I guess with Sam and Sarah around me all the time, I feel like I need someone to be number one with, I mean, not neccesarily a boyfriend... someone. My dog might be the closest. But ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm doing this now, I should be going to work. But I'm talking online and I don't want to leave yet and I don't know why either.
I don't know what's going on this weekend, or this week... tomorrow. Maybe nothing. I'd prefer nothing, actually. I have little money. I need to make it last.
Whoa, did I just really say that?

-aj-

Trying to be who I am. I am ( Read more... )

I'm tired and it's been a long week ( Read more... )