Taken from context, it's not a bad thing. But when you start to pick it apart. It gets so depressend. It's that sort of thing that makes you think too much. It's that sort of thing that makes you lose your objectivity ( Read more... )

The family members I used to be close, I feel, don't even know me now. But I feel like I know them. They hardly know what I do and who I'm with. And they probably lost track of friends because my friendships fuck up and again. My brother still probably thinks Brandon ACTUALLY calls back. And they don't even know who I like ( Read more... )

I just read and HRC email and I keep thinking to myself "why does all this have to be a problem ( Read more... )

I feel pretty shitty ( Read more... )

Today is Easter Sunday ( Read more... )

Last night, I was talking and I said something weird, but it sounded right in my head at the time. I tried eating something and I couldn't get myself to swallow. I tried writing, too. That was funny. I just read what I wrote and I hardly understand it. I missed random words and switched pens and my handwriting is so strange ( Read more... )

I'm now in the homestretch for spring break and I'm totally ready for it to happen.
I can't wait for spring break. And I hope to hell I get my license.
How amazing that would be. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING.
And if I fail, that only means more time at home for writing I suppose.
And studying.

-aj-

Well, I awoke in relief. My sheets and tubes were all tangled weak from whiskey and pills ( Read more... )

I applied to Mia's for a kitchen job (because I'm going to need a summer job ( Read more... )

I can type faster than I thought.
Anyway, I just checked my email, and there's this ad always that says "Everyone has a secret" and I never see what he's talking about and it's this pretty attractive guy... And I always want to know because he sorta looks like the guy from Get Real, and I like that guy ( Read more... )