I'm lonely. And I've finally able to say that without thinking how pathetic that is. Because it really isn't. It is completely normal and common. But the thing is, I hate that. I hate being lonely and not being able to do anything about it. And it has nothing to do with not having enough friends or being able to talk to those friends. I have plenty ( Read more... )

This weekend has been very relaxing...but I don't feel relaxed. I feel bored and restless. I hate wanting things that other people have. It makes me feel lame. I am just one of those people who always needs something...never content. And that makes me feel even more lame. It's bad when you annoy yourself, isn't it? I just have so many places I want ( Read more... )

I was going to post about my awesome weekend, but something else needs to be written about.

Let me paint a picture for you:
A few weeks ago:
My sister's cat ran so hard into my bedroom window that the screen sort of popped out. Since then I only leave it open 4 or 5 inches...

Tonight:
I am sitting at my computer talking to Anthony on the phone. I am in ( Read more... )

Well today was interesting. It was the first day that I heard people talking about someone behind their back at work today. Up until today, I thought everyone liked each other. Now it makes me wonder what they say about me. Probably nothing, but you never know. I sort of feel awkward there sometimes because I'm the youngest one under 27. Then there ( Read more... )

I decided I needed a place to just write. And I know that no one uses this anymore, except for a select few. And even if they did, it doesn't mean they'd think to check mine. But here goes ( Read more... )

I have this strong feeling that something is missing. I really miss my family, my close friends, my life in Salem, and just the luxury of being completely comfortable and safe. When people move away to college, there is obviously going to be a feeling of being out of their comfort zone, but isn't that feeling supposed to go away ( Read more... )

Ok, so most of you guys don't really know what's been going on with me lately. And I don't really want to do into all the details, but basically for the past month at least, I have been having a really hard time. I started hating it here. Not so much school, but where I was living. I had four roommates, two which made life miserable. When one of ( Read more... )

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!What is your favorite..gum:trident-it brushes your teeth while you chew. :) restaurant:Red Robin, Kum Yuens drink:right now: cranberry juice!!! lol season:fall type of weather:rainy, but sunny is good too emotion:silly thing to do on a half day:lately: homework, normally: hanging out ( Read more... )

Your Brain's Pattern
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well my whole home life just shattered into a million pieces. if i didn't love the school so much, i'd leave and not look back. besides the few good friends i have in the program and the awesome program itself, i hate it here. i have four roommates that are completely out of their minds. i swear. oh man. if i could even begin to tell you about it. ( Read more... )