The past week I have witnessed three people that I have been praying for show amazing progression in their life. How can I doubt his love when I am witnessing his work in front of my eyes? Matthew 7:7-8 says, "Keep on asking, and you will be given what you ask for. Keep on looking, and you will find. Keep on knocking and the door will be opened. ( Read more... )

Miss you.

I'm falling apart.

Sex and the City explains that you only get two great loves. Uma demonstrated that love sometimes isn't enough in her newest move Prime. I guess it's back to getting lost in chick flicks and t.v. series to allow me to escape and pretend.

It's funny how nothing goes right and everything falls apart in a matter of 40min.

I've not been acting greatful for what I have. My friends. Katie, I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused over the break. Being together should be full of fun, not ganging up. I love you and I never want to make you sad. My parents. I've treated them like crap because I don't get my way. I'm a little bitch. My stuff.I keep wanting more;my closet is ( Read more... )

I have my life planned out,I know the type of curtains that will be in my large white house, with green shutters.To follow the plan I'm supposed to stay at this school, I have to play this sport, study this major, and marry him. What happens when I see a different life that looks just as appealing. I don't fit the mold of the youngest child. I'm ( Read more... )

This weekend I was blessed with the chance to participate in a college wide community service day. My group was sent to an Alzheimer retirement home. Playing bingo and eating pudding wasn't all I witnessed. A man's wife had died about a month ago. His excitement to die, meet Jesus, and see his wife once again shocked me, and I began to cry. All the ( Read more... )

Nick and I talked tonight for almost four hours, catching up on old and new things.I love that he is here at Hope. He made things seem not so big and scary. I know I can count on him when things get rough. And right now, among all the change, that is something comforting to know.

The days are picking up pace until finally I won't be in the comfort of my home any longer. My future is soon. My new life starts momentarily. I had a dream last night that I went to a basketball practice up at Glen Lake, I new almost every girl, but not the coach. No one, not even the girls I knew, knew me. I took this dream like I take most ( Read more... )