My addiction is my avidity for you ( Read more... )

Brilliant stars flew across
the black blanket above us.
While the green blanket bellow
aimed to keep us warm.

I closed my eyes,
listened to the acoustics of the night
and grasped your hand firmly,
I knew there was no place
I'd rather be.

I imagined the stars were singing,
beaming, and bright.
in a high octave I could never reach

Then my body shifted
as ( Read more... )

A soul thousands of miles away ( Read more... )

I thought about calling you ( Read more... )

It was christmas eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, wont see another one
And then he sang a song
The rare old mountain dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
Ive got a feeling
This years for me and you
So happy christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

Theyve ( Read more... )

Im so sick of pretending, so sick of playin whatever stupid game.  I cannot even lie, there has not been one second in my life since the minute you entered it that you do not consume my thoughts.  I feel like I was never good enough for you. And Im certainly not now.  I kind of hate myself for not holding on to the very best thing that has ever ( Read more... )

Sickk fuckin Insomnia...I need to not be soo damn stressed about things I can't control.  Once Thursday gets here, I'll sleep again...

Some days I look back, adn realize that I single-handedly ruined everything.  And it really was the best thing to ever happen to me. Whatever, youd think by now Id come to terms with how much awesome shit I fuck up ( Read more... )

A shudder of lace in the night ( Read more... )

fuck.

i wish i had reminded myself.

stupid stupid me.