if I would stop thinking so much about my boyfriend's best friend. I feel like a meanie, but I don't have bad intentions. I have even express these inappropriate feelings to said person so that I don't feel like I am hiding something. Even though Tommy will never find out. He would do all the wrong things with that type of information. He would get ( Read more... )

must they bicker and try to drag me into it everytime? Why must Thomas say he wants to take the responsibility yet complaining about every having to do anything? Why did I volunteer for this damned school fieldtrip, you should have used it as a break? Why must I continue to let all these things that bother me just slide off? Why do I have this damn ( Read more... )

I should open the door, yet then nosey people might look in here. Why on why must the air-con be controlled from another office. Right now everything around here for me is pretty damn slow. I wish for busy to come, PLEASE busy come to me. I function much better with things to occupy my time with. You see with me, unoccupied time makes me CRAZY!! I ( Read more... )

Well there was an interesting email sent out to us today at work. It's about a fellows management training program. I am really considering filing out the application for it. It would be a FREE training that regularly could run up to $20,000. So that's a deal and a half, also they would be providing meals on class days (nights). Yet they are ( Read more... )

It's much more exciting in our SF office but to have to drive there and back is a BITCH!!! I just need some more action. Even problems to solve I can deal with that. I just can't stand when everything is so damned settled. I should be happy about it though, who really wants problems? Well if issues create something to occupy my time, BRING IT ON ( Read more... )

I stayed home yesterday as I was feeling like dirt, today I came in to work still feeling mostly like dirt. Oh well, it's easier to be an at your desk slacker when your officemate/boss is not in the office. I wish life was not so stressfull. Tommy is still NOT getting any better. Gabrielle is getting worse with her teenage attitude everyday, at ( Read more... )

ia what gabrielle is making. My finger is numb again, and I can't stand the feeling. There was more of Tommy's parent junk out in front of my house when I got home today. Does he really not realize how fed up with him I am?? Honestly I think it's because he doesn't care but he always argues that it's the exact opposite. UGH and THEN comcast is a ( Read more... )

That's it, HI HO

but my dad's house is half way clean. It is VERY dusty that's for sure. I went over today with intention of cleaning it up and I did just that. Someone needs to be doing so at least once a week. Do I hire a cleaning service and would he let them in? He is embarssed with the state of his house yet he doesn't do anything about it. He must feel ( Read more... )

I really can't understand how someone could say that they love someone and don't want to be without them yet never respond when being spoken to. Damnit I need to get use to this new job before I go looking for new places to live. But where I live that cheaper? Into a 1 bedroom and I can sleep on the couch? Shit I may never have a bf again but I ( Read more... )