isn't it!?!?!?!?! Why must I be so damned cynical. I am disgusted with everything in life lately. I'm trying really hard and the most important people around me don't seem to be. I'm sick of being the only supposed one to give a rat's ass about shit. I wish I could remember the last time I was truly happy. It's been a great while. Is there such a ( Read more... )

I am having some very strong/strange feelings about Tommy's friend. I can't help it or convince myself out of it. I really hope that is just because our (Tommy and I) relationship is really stale. I truly love him with all my heart and I don't want to hurt him in anyway. Yet I still have all these damned feelings running through me for this person ( Read more... )

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So it's been awhile eh!?!?!?! I still don't have a computer at home so therefore I only have lunch time to use the wonderful internet. Anyway I guess my life is going smoothly. There have been a few bumps lately but we have passed over them and all is well from it. I have purchased a new to me car and sold my old one. Tommy and I are still having ( Read more... )

I thought this depression would have been gone by now. I must not be as resilent (sp?) has I used to be. I just want the sad feeling to stop. I feel out of control again. I need a slap or something. HI HO

Greed:Medium

Gluttony:Low

Wrath:Medium

Sloth:Low

Envy:Very Low

Lust:Medium

Pride:Very Low

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Well well well, here I am again. I might have a little chance to get some things off my chest. I have been walking at lunch the last few days. Even just a bit, but I feel better. I can't do it all the time for it's been a rainy mess around here lately. Floods abound. Thankfully at our house. I'm also very glad that I am no longer working at Direct ( Read more... )

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Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

40% spiritual.
40% reason-oriented.


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Well work is back again. Plus no more holidays FUCK!! I am feeling a bit less depressed which is good I guess. Tommy is realizing how much he doesn't do to help but hopefully that will change. I sure do love him and would rather he not leave. But I gots to do what I gots to do. Shit back to work time. HI HO

Yes it's been a long while. And this my friend will be a SHORT post. We (me, Tommy, Jon and Angie) are going to see Les Claypool's Frog Brigade!!! So that's a good note. I have been majorly depressed lately, so hopefully seeing wonderful Les will cure some of that. Plus the stupidness of the Christmas crazy is over so I should be just fine. Cross ( Read more... )