So, its that time of the year again. Im 20 now. Went to the zoo yesterday with dean (nearly two months together now, impressive for me) and tonight is the pirate party.

I feel bad for not being happy. Its not as though theres anything for me not to be happy about, but I always twist things and ruin them to make myself unhappy. I hate birthdays.

ive not updated for a while! Been really lazy, hardly done any work for uni. Not good. Got a sick note from the doctor, so if I do mess up my exams, Ive at least got an excuse ( Read more... )

Im having a bad day! Ive managed to be the clumsiest person ever and fuck pratically everything up! Glad I wasnt at uni ( Read more... )

isnt it kind of wrong that my happiness comes from someone elses downfalls?

Updates to come.

Just dyed my hair. Hmm. Need a way to get black marks off my face! And quick! I need to go food shopping!

I havent missed any parts and it smeels yum, so good hair dye job apaart from black splodges all over - esp the ones on the face! oh dear!

Went to the hospital for more tests today! Had to get up at 8am, which killed me after going out last night! FFAF were ok, losing their appeal with me now though :/ shame ( Read more... )

was my birthday on the 25th. sucked but had a good night out when everyone got back ( Read more... )

Im in the computer room! the lowest of the lows! i have no computer until rob comes round and sets up the broadband for us! grr ( Read more... )

So my brother phones and says he got jumped. So now I have to sit here and wait for him to come in from casualty because mum and dad have to get up tomorrow.

He wont appreciate this.

Noones online either and I cant think of anything interesting that I can look at on my dads computer - now if I was on my own. . .

Mwhahaha

I just saw shadows fall on german tv! How weird! Its always weird when you kind of know people and then see them on tv - especially when i know what brian the singer did with a certain friend of mine! Eww ( Read more... )