fuck.
why do i even bother with this live journal crap.
nobody ever comments or even reads my lj.
i give up.
good-bye for a while live journal!

i went to wal-mart when i got off work tonight
and i always end up in the movies.
i saw that those horrorfest movies came out so i bought a few.
 well i start watching one and the first scary part i turn it off.
after that i decide to watch a little tv and then go to sleep.
now everytime i close my eyes i just picture that frist 
scary part in the movie ( Read more... )

i can't find my damn social security card.
my mother need it to file her taxes and i can't find the bitch.
i looked though my whole room and now it's a mess.
it's 1am and i want to go to bed but i can't do that 
because my room is a mess and plus i need my ssc!
plus i got off work an hour ago and i feel like shit!
kill me now!!!!!!!
somebody come help me.
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man!
fuck.
i feel like shit.
i wish that i would have the friends that i had.
i miss the hell out of them.
i know we are doing are own things 
but at least every once and a while get together.
it makes me want to cry or something.
god i'm such a baby.:/
but i just miss all of them.
i look back to last year and i just wish 
it was kind of the same.
why does it ( Read more... )

thing that i want to happen:
lose at least 30-50 pounds
save some money up so i can go on a nice vacation
try to save for a car
be more independent about things
be more active
get a gym membership
love myself more
have a life outside of work
move out of the house

hopefully these thing will happen in the next few months.
i look at myself and say that "you ( Read more... )

i have a cold.
i can't sleep because whenever i close my eyes i cough.
and plus my nose is running. 
and my throat iis sooooo sore.
everything i take doesn't work.
and it's freakin hoootttttt in my room!
i need sometime that will knock me out for the rest of the night.
thank god i have tomorrow off.
cough. 
cough. 
cough.
cough.
sneeze.
blow!!!!
cough. 
cough. 
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i feel lost in my own little world and i'm dying to get out.

does anybody else feel that way?

i felt better today.
i wasn't 100% but i got though the day.
i went to work too.
i hope i don't get people sick.
i have a headache and i'm dehydrated.
i've been drink a lot of water.
i hope it helps.
and all i've been eating is crackers.
nothing seems that appetizing to me.
i hope these feelings go away.
why me??

hey is how my day went.
i got up and ate a little something.
then went back into my bed.
after a while i shart feeling a little sick.
i went in to my bathroom and planed on taking a shower.
but before i could run any water i through up.
i thought it would be ok so i took a shower but 
after that i did it again.
i think i have to flu or something.

who ever made up valentines day is fuckin retarded!
it's just makes who ever is single feel even lonelier.
motherfuckers!

i have friday off for the first time in forever!
i'm fuck excited for some reason.
but working wednesday though my week off thou.
i plan to see "the messengers."
i just know i won't be able to sleep because i'm a scardy cat.
before that ( Read more... )