Comments | kid_lcarus: Insomnia for the devil

kid_lcarus

Insomnia for the devil

Oct 29, 2003 08:37

for the past 3 or 4 months I have been getting Oh maby 3 to 4 hours of sleep per not NowThe computor i something that I do Every night it helps me Unwind and relax somethimes But when I get into it like i do every night little before I know it, its 6 AM and i feel groggy I dont know if this is some kind of hidden depression or what ( Read more... )

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the_iiid_empire October 29 2003, 11:13:13 UTC

Jesus, and I thought my parents were bad with me. I slightly have the opposite problem, where they wouldn't threaten to disown me (well.. okay once my mom did, it was the most I had ever seen her pissed off at me), instead, though, its like they threaten to keep me forever. Which can be taken as a good thing, to some degree. Someone might be like, hey thats cool, your parents want to take care of you. But.. it's not cool, because in the process of that happening, they become overbearing, far too over protective and when they think they're making helpful decisions for me.. they really are not.
I also wonder when they're going to let me grow up and deal with things like.. my own life, for example, on my own. I dont want to be shoved away, but they cant take the hint, that while Im trying to pull my hand away from them, they wont let go of it.

belacane October 29 2003, 11:50:31 UTC

parents try so hard, but they just don't seem to get it.
I'd run while have the advantage of all the money from the settlement, and risk your parents keeping to their word and actually disowning you.
You're 21... it's time to go see the world man, but you gotta take initiative too.
.... you know you always have a place to stay with me, somehow.
and i'm sure there are a lot of other people willing to help you out till you find a place of your own.

kick some ass boy!
... and make sure the $$ are in your name.

sithenoctober November 10 2003, 20:57:24 UTC

Willie Willie! Or max? why is your name max on your journal...anyways, you shouldnt let your parents control your life like that, you can take control of your own life, just move out and try to distance yourself from them, its what im doing the SECOND I can, which is in Sept. or so...so yea, thats my advice :)

my revolution kid_lcarus November 10 2003, 22:32:21 UTC

I dont listen to them I havent touch any of my money and max was a nick name given to me at the JC ( long story) any ways ive been trying to move out but My stocks have been increaseing and the longer i keep them in there the possibility of it increaseing is greater. So im gonna leave it in there bare them as much as possible and one day Take it all out and move out on my own but the harder and harder it is to live there the more and more I want to Move out faster

Re: my revolution sithenoctober November 10 2003, 23:07:48 UTC

Thats a good plan, just worries me that they are in stocks *comes from a person who lost 15 grand in those fuckers...* I know what you mean though, the more days I stay in my house the more anxious I get but you said last night that you can do whatever you want and that kicks ass. Im restricted like you wouldnt believe. But the only reason I stay really is that Mom is giving me a free ride to any college I want, even 50,000 a year Priceton, and I dont want to be paying student loans the rest of my life you know? So I know where you are coming from but at least while you are waiting, like me, you get to do whatever :) Thats cool, riiiight?

Re: my revolution kid_lcarus November 11 2003, 01:40:14 UTC

you see I dont get to do what i want to do I rebel against what they tell me to do, and do exactally the opposite. And the only reason I am liveing there.. well i dont really have a reason, I jus know if i do she will turn into this emotional mentlecase and start crying and its not like her fake ass tears effect me its that they are constant and SO annoying So i deal with it.... as soon as i can live on my own believe me im OUT