I need out but I cant do it alone. I want out of this life this home city state Country whatever if any of you have any plans, ideas, or helpfull assistance contact me most of you know me anyways

right now I feel like my whole existance is worthless my chest feels like its caveing in on itself I have shortness of breath and my eyes are tearing in pain. I want to just fall to my knees and start crying but someone inside me isnt letting me. about 5 or 6 times tonight I have thought of ways to End it all right then and there and every time I ( Read more... )

ughh i think Im dieing massive chest pains when i cough temporary loss of sight it hurts and is hard to breathe and I have no appitite... this does not sound normal for someone like me especially the loss of appitite I feel the end is comming near. haha I think i got sick from a stupid Bitch We WONT name.. who tried to make friends ( Read more... )

lets see whats been going on..... I have spent some time away from RP for a while I needed a break from like and all the stresses that come with it. anyways other than that im back in school takeing a speach class and tennis and Swimming I know your probably saying SLACKER but not really I needed the 2 PE courses im ( Read more... )

I dont kno how many of you have a good new years but mine wasnt. at first I had plans made prior to new years and they were broken On New years eve so that didnt work out. Then I got invited to 3 different parties. Knowing 2 of them would have been sausage fests I decided to go to the third When I got there there were alot of unknown ( Read more... )

Just the other day I was Trying to relax in my nice cozey room .. before i left out for the night, when my mom walks in and says "what do you want for christmas, I have 50 bucks and thats it" I quickly replied... "nothing" she said OhhH But I want to i said No I dont want anything I mean if someone is going to put a price on your ( Read more... )

Can you believe mine got canseled The ONe time I actually go home to spend time with my mom for one day.... and She canceles it. That was just the start of my bad news. asside form the fact that i had yummy curley fries for thanks giveing by my self. woo that was fun. But My insurance for Medical Just got Upped 60 Buchs for some reason Im ( Read more... )

Thursday I had the time of my life... well it really wasnt but it was a bit off the wall from anything I would normally do. I went to a Bar/Dance club place and for the begining of the time I sat around and did nothing. But about an hour after i got there I decided to take it to the bar. When i got there I saw a friend of mine and ( Read more... )

Well once again the insomniac comes to tell his tales of up to date current events in his world o' wonder. Where to start...My father finally came up a few days ago. That was unpleasent, The first thing he said to me before hello was "You are fat." Thanks paps the encouragement is lovely. But what ever that was only the begining. Se ( Read more... )

for the past 3 or 4 months I have been getting Oh maby 3 to 4 hours of sleep per not NowThe computor i something that I do Every night it helps me Unwind and relax somethimes But when I get into it like i do every night little before I know it, its 6 AM and i feel groggy I dont know if this is some kind of hidden depression or what ( Read more... )