Well its been at least a year since i posted anything here. Normally i dont blog but this weekend has been an exception. I am madly in love with a girl. Her name is Katharine. We've been dating nearly 9 months now. She is my world. I've never felt like this before and I hope to never have to feel this way about anyone else again. She and I are ( Read more... )

well seems time for my nearly yearly posting to this thing mainly to get my thoughts down before i forget them ( Read more... )

Why is it that sometimes you become so wanting for the past that you find a way to relive it? Just finished talking to my ex gf (my first real girlfriend and the one you could consider my first true love.) She sent me a picture tonight, the first i had seen of her in years but it brought back a virtual flood of memories memories both good and ( Read more... )

So after working 10 hours or so on my friends jeep and its dead engine (we got it rebuilt but a mysterious leak has caused us to have to start over) I was driving home over many of the same roads i used to drive years past when seeing my then girlfriend out in orland park. A vivid flashback hit me as i was coming home and now the feelings that had ( Read more... )

Speaking to someone you care deeply about for the first time in a long time can be a great thing. For instance talking to a friend of mine who had just finished her basic training for the Air Force Reserves was a wonderful thing. It was the emotions that came after finishing with her that caused my problem. That problem being that my emotions ( Read more... )

SO here i am a few days back from my fourth of july mini vacation. I realized it was way to fast and that in the past weeks my life has been just that, one big blur. I also realized that perhaps this would be the last time that i would see my friends lake house and enjoy all the peace and quite that it affords to us. This being that in little over ( Read more... )