In a way i feel settled in the comfort zone that i need to be in and yet i am still unsettled.Lost confused all came out of me tonight and now i am slammed with the thoughts of the emotion i had once befor but never really faced.now its time to live up to it in a way that i havent befor.Feeling lost with out them here but knowing that they are in a ( Read more... )

I am so lost in life and i miss my old friends........

I hate this...Ha every one i know is like i miss college Fuck that i hate it here...Dude you ppl are LUCKIE AS ALL GET OUT! First off i have bearly have any friends up her nothing to do.To top it off i have school all Freakin year round and i wanna be at home.First off i am upset with everything in my life right now.....June 6th was my dads b-day ( Read more... )

Well lately i have been out of commition i got my wisdom teeth out and today i got my stiches out and Boy does it feel good to have the pain of hurrying growing in teeth any more and to have them stiches out wooo glad i got it over with and i am glad i was visited by some ppl it made me feel special and they know who they are...Well sence all that ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhh next weekend when i go home i am going to be getting my wisdom teeth pulled.AHHHHHH i am freakin scared!! any one have any advise?

some one wanna give me gas money for me to come home this weekend?????PLZ!!! LET ME COOME HOME!!

Twas the night before Chrismas and caught at the light ( Read more... )

Blah i feel like i am ganna puk i am still stuffed from my aunts house..Blah i ate supper tonight and its the first big/small meal i have eatten sence i stoped eatting yesterday and i feel sick!Haha and i stud up for myself today and put o note on the a/c and it said "Plz dont turn off it gets hot at night and 72 is a happy medium." So if she even ( Read more... )

Well seems like every day that goes buy sence my last journal update that i am inspired more and more every day to go and live my dream and lately i am going after one dream that i love.And i feel like i have gotten better at something i want and love to do and that is to fix cars.Well fixing cars is not the only thing i want to accomplish.....I ( Read more... )

Well right now my thoughts going through my head are stay for Nascar part of school or not its only 6 more months up here.Can i do it? Do i wanna do it? I still dunno.But my life right at this moment is so messed up..I just feel lost and not able to express my true feelings because up here i have no one to acctually talk to like normal ppl do.Just ( Read more... )