Back in school.
         I finally feel right even though my stress level is about to shoot thru the roof.
   I was getting bored.
                    I may do it slowly but I'll probably have a PhD by the time I'm dead.  That or multiple degrees-just out of sheer bordum.

 Should that really mean the world to me?

I moved out. 
                No internet.  Although I sort of like being disconnected from the world.
    I want to go back to school.  Now. 

I'm so stressed.
    But still really happy<3

Happy Holidays

 I feel like crap and the people closest to me are making me feel that way.
                            Thanks.

 Yeah, so who gets a raise on their first day of orientation?
                                                       AFish motha' fucka'.
                        I can practically move out.  (Haha)

I start the new job tomorrow.  I'm excited and a little nervous and missing Taylor House already-minus the drama.  Drama is everywhere but on top of drama I work with all of my best friends.  It's fun but makes everything more complicated and lax at the same time.  I don't want a job where I can be lazy.

I've really stabilized since... say a year ( Read more... )

                                        I'm happy.

                                          i feel lonely and needy and antisocial.
                i can think of four people that what drop everything they're doing this instant to change how i feel.
         and i absolutely love my friends for that.
but that's not what i want.
    i don't know what i want.

So I did the overnight and I haven't slept yet.
Yesterday I slept all day and it made me feel like shit all night, so now... I'm staying up.
I just cleaned my WHOLE room.
Closet.
Under the bed.
Cage.
Vacuumed.
Filing cabinet.
AND;
That dredful pile of shit including school notebooks, nursing books, "important papers" by the way were important 6 months ago- ( Read more... )

                              Cool down babygirl, 
                                           we've got all the time in the world.