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[kidred5]

For the past two nights I've had the most intense lucid dreams.  Two nights ago I had one of those sleep paralysis things.  Instead of seeing things in my room this time I heard and felt something run the length of my bed spread and then reach over me and start to suffocate me with a pillow? or something.  I couldn't move to stop it and was sooooo

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[grodeetoe]

sometimes.....when yuo find yourself outside of yourself, it can be very disorienting - like punching yourself in the face. i'm sure you didn't mean to suffocate you. you merely wanted back in the skin you love, but....you woke up. how startling for both of you. once it starts, it won't just stop. it'll cycle with the moon, but in a way that only the moon understands. and you'll just have to respect her more than ever because we have no recourse but to be as adaptable as possible.

[breakermorant]

yeah...that really sucks. that picture....didn't they used to call it the 'old hag' or something like that? referring to the hag that sit son your chest and suffocates you in your sleep?

sleep paralysis is both incredible and horribly frightening....you know- just once...i had my mom ask her physician about it for me....and the dumb bastard actually suggested that i was in the early stages of psychosis or schitzophrenia.

[breakermorant]

im ean schizophrenia

[kidred5]

well, the painting is by Fuseli and it's called "The Nightmare". His stuff is awesome. Perhaps tattoo worthy Taylor