allow me to clarify what I was saying ( Read more... )

ain't forgettin who I am or when I came from.

everything is okay.

nothing good on tv
I keep moving
no stories tonight

somewhere I feel as if I'm still alive, that there is a universe where I rest silently and gracefully. tonight I am dead and have died over and over through eons again and again. there is no other place but here where my animated body rests among the living. a scene from a horror movie, but my corpse is living, breathing, eyes full of light. ( Read more... )

all of these different parts of me have changed unexpectedly, sometimes for the better or worse. And then I have a bunch of questions afterwards, words that keep repeating themselves for no reason in my head (definition-less) and they flap around like wounded birds. I have seen more things now, liked a little less and given my heart without ( Read more... )

There's nothing lovelier girl...

I woke up to bells this morning.

I hold my head aloft with the palm of my hand, and touch my eyes, my feet and ears. I see things on roads that disappear in lines I carve. My vision vibrates more than shakes as if I were on drugs. As it is I wish I were ( Read more... )

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